your grace

Nf

Yeah sometimes
I feel like
(Feeling like I lost my mind)
Always close
But I never been to you
And then the next moment
It s like I m running from you
And I m sorry
My hearts supposed to be
But sometimes that s all I have
Forgive me

I feel lost in my mind
Yes, another pain in my head
I feel so broken inside
With memories I m trying to forget

I don t feel like I used to
Matter of fact not even close
I don t feel right
Yet I choose to
To go to a place I don t know

Maybe I m crazy
Maybe I m not
I feel like I m out of control
And God I need you
Right now
I never should ve let you go
Now I m just so out of control

And now I don t know who I am
This was never my plan
This is the way I was supposed to be
I took it out of your hands
I took a chance
But how am it supposed to see

When I m blinded
When I m broken
Looking for a way to escape
I can t find it
But then I m reminded of your grace
Of your grace

I thought I was fine
I guess not
If I was I wouldn t feel this way
If I was okay
And I was so perfect
Then why do I feel so ashamed

And I m no liar in my head
Screaming I don t need any help
I say I m trying yet in the air
I m only telling lies to myself

I say I want answers
Complaining
I m just looking for truth
And yes I got problems
Which I got em
I seem like I blame on you
It s like I don t know what to do

And now I don t know who I am
This was never my plan
This is the way it was supposed to be
I took it out of your hands
I took a chance
But how am I supposed to see

When I m blinded
When I m broken
Looking for a way to escape
I can t find it
But then I m reminded of your grace
Of your grace

Lord forgive me
I feel so cold
Living in the wrong
Yeah here I go
I don t want to cry
I don t want to show all the emotion
I got froze
I don t know how say this
Easy
But can I can I man me
I don t see me
I don t see the things I used to know
Swore to myself
Never let you go
Here I go
Pain again
Here I go
Plan retain
Acting like I m fine
When in my mind I m just breaking
Looking for a reason
Wonder why I m breathing
Why did my momma had to die
Lord Jesus
I don t understand this
I ain t never planned it
My plan did never involved
We feeling trashed it
I feel like I keep falling down
Lord, please help me up
I ve had enough

And now I don t know who I am
This was never my plan
This is the way it was supposed to be
I took it out of your hands
I took a chance
But how am I supposed to see

When I m blinded
When I m broken
Looking for a way to escape
I can t find it
But then I m reminded of your grace
Of your grace