MELHORES MÚSICAS / MAIS TOCADAS
nf - paralyzed
[Intro:]
When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the worse I need my time
I feel like they care for someone else
[Hook:]
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me - inside
I'm paralyzed
[Verse 1:]
When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed? (Ooh)
Where's the person that I know?
They must have left
They must have left
With all my faith
[Hook]
[Verse 2:]
I'm paralyzed
I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die
And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago
But it's still alive
And it's taking over me - where am I?
I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
But I feel nothing, I wonder why
And on the race of life time passes by
Look
I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets
Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
I just watch 'em
I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it
I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is
I'm in a box
But I'm the one who locked me in
Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen
[Hook]
[Bridge:]
I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)
I know I should (Oh. How come I'm not moving? Why you're not moving? Ay yeah)
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me? (Where is the real me?)
I'm lost and it kills me - inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed)
I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
nf - all i do
This is all I do, this is all I do
This is all I do, this is all I do
This is all I do, this is all I do
This is all I do, this is all I do
I just put a hundred in the bank
I don't mean a hundred thousand, haha, yeah, yo
I mean a hundred dollars
They say that I got no humor in music
then why am I smilin'?
Why am I smilin', you do not feel it? Why are you lyin'?
You know somebody that's iller than me?
I wanna meet 'em
I wanna meet 'em, enough with the talkin', woo
I wanna see 'em
I do not look at these rappers out here
like I wanna be 'em
I look at these rappers out here like I wanna beat 'em
I am competitive, always been that way
Always been that way, that'll never change
Fans hit me up on my instagram
like you've been singin' too much
Then the moment I stop you gon' write me
and say I ain't singin' enough
I feel like lebron
I feel like lebron
I feel like lebron
They don't know, they don't know
This is all I do, this is all I do
This is all I do, this is all I do
This is all I do, this is all I do
This is all I do, this is all I do
I have been at this for years, this didn't fall on my lap
I get so personal with you
you feel like you know me, you feel like we met
Fans gettin' into the music, relating
woo, tell me what's doper than that
How you say your the best in the game
when you sound like you don't even know how to rap?
I used to hand out my demo's at shows like listen to me
This ain't what it seems
I never sleep which is funny
cause I'm out here living the dream
You say you're living the dream
no you just living a dream
Y'all need to wake up and get out of your bed
and stop sleeping on me
I got my head in the game, you know what that means
You know what that means
They got no clue, they got no clue
I thought I already told you before this is all I do
I feel like lebron
I feel like lebron
I feel like lebron
They don't know, they don't know
This is all I do, this is all I do
This is all I do, this is all I do
This is all I do, this is all I do
This is all I do, this is all I do
What you know about that
What you know about that nuthin'
What you know about that
What you know about that nuthin'
What I know about that
What I know about that something
I feel like lebron
nf - all i have
[Verse 1]
All I ever wanted was somebody to hear me
And all I ever wanted was somebody to feel me
And everybody wanna tell me that I'm out of my head
When I'm on the mic that's fine but that don't scare me
It's been a long time but I'm back now
Rap pow welcome to the rap house
Rap pow will live till I pass out blackout blackout
Everybody keep on wondering if I still rap now
Are you serious? Anybody out there hearing this?
Yo I came in the game as a lyricist
And I'mma leave like that. Period
You sniff lines, I write lines, you've now entered in my mind
And you better get ready cause you might find
I'm from a different place and my kind
It's a little bit different than yours is
Quit snoring hip hop isn't dead
It's just been in mourning from the moment I quit recording
Quick, record this!
Listen I'm warming up and you're misinformed if
You think that I'm slipping up, this ain't sick enough, then I'll skip the chorus
I've been here ain't nobody heard of me?
Yeah I'mma turn this beat to a murder scene
I don't live for the world
I live for the King, I live for the King, focus
I wrote this with emotion
It's hard to get a break when the door's ain't open
It's hard to get a shot when the gun ain't loaded
And it's hard to make a living when nobody wanna notice. Hold it
What am I insane maybe? Plain crazy
You put me in a room with a mic you will not restrain me
You do what you wanted but you can't contain me
Lazy! Is not a character trait of mine. Don't wait in line
This is the current condition of mine. The state of mind
[Hook]
Don't tell me that this isn't real
Don't tell me this ain't how I feel
This is all I have. All I have
[Verse 2]
All I ever wanted was somebody to get this
All I ever wanted was somebody to play this
Take my song, put it on their playlist and get goosebumps every time they play it. Rate us
If that's my calling or not Father, maybe I should just not bother
Go back to that 9 to 5 but I am not a quitters don't quit that
I never been a killer but I guarantee I kill tracks
Put them in a coffin, lost in
Rip that, trying to make an impact in rap is that insane? Well I guess so
Rap though, better give me that pencil
And you ain't ever gonna make it, it's all mental
I am in a place where I can't let go. Ah!
I still work a job and do this
And y'all know what's stupid?
I thought all you had to do was get a record deal and yo things start moving
But that's not the case because most of the times the artists you hear
You keep on thinking that artist is new but that artist has probably been at it for years
Yeah. In the back of my mind thinking
Am I wasting my time dreaming
And I ain't got no money in my wallet but I guarantee there ain't no way that I am gonna leave this
I need this. I swear to y'all I need this
And it's hip-hop in my veins if you cut me I'mma bleed it
And yo. What you think I write write raps for no reason, no
Take my pain and I put em in a song ever since them pills they took my mom
I've been a different person. Don't try to predict my verses
What you're hearing now is me whether I'm in front or behind that curtain
I stand behind these words. I'm a Christian but I'm not perfect
Don't tell me to calm down. I'm calm now, listen I'm just working
Yeah it might take a minute to get it but once you get it everything will be crystal clear
I don't think they see my vision here. I don't think they see my vision here!
[Hook]
Don't tell me that this isn't real
Don't tell me this ain't how I feel
This is all I have. All I have [x3]
All I have
Don't tell me that this isn't real (this isn't real, this isn't real)
This is all that I have, this is all that I have
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nf - beautiful addiction
Born in a storm
It started in a dream
And God made me realize
Life ain't what it seems
Selfishly inspired
My heart exposed
Hit me with a passion
That brought me to my knees
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be selfish
Anymore
Anymore
No
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be selfish
Anymore
No
Anymore
Hart to you
Eyes open wide
Apparent I'm shifted
Community's engaged
Dedicated by grace
God's now in control
Finally addicted to this beautiful change
[Chorus:]
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be selfish
Anymore
No, No
Anymore
Yeah
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be selfish
Anymore
No
Anymore
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be selfish
Anymore
No
Anymore
Yeah
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be selfish
Anymore
Oh
Anymore
This is the time
This is the moment when everything changes
This is where I
I draw the line
I can no longer take it
nf - breathe
Breathe
Breathe
I grew up in a small place, had to drive an hour
just to see a movie
I'm a simple person, city life just doesn't move me
I'd rather be home with my grandparents
and playing euchre
Didn't wanna leave but this dream's calling, I had to do it
I left my girl there, wish I would've done it different
She was right when she told me that I don't ever listen
I told her I would change a million times and never did it
Apologies don't mean a thing if you don't ever fix it
I love what I do but it's not what I expected
This industry is not your friend, well it's my perspective
Sometimes the closest people
to you make you feel protected
But those are the same people that hurt
you most and leave you guessing
Some people say nobody's perfect but expect perfection
How you supposed to find the answer
if you don't ask the question?
Sometimes I look into the mirror and talk to my reflection
When I go home and turn the music off
what am I left with?
Breathe
Breathe
We used to be close but it's time past
we became disconnected
You never felt love and I always felt disrespected
Your family thought I was a joke, I was always defensive
They just wanted what was best for you
I just couldn't accept it
And hurting you was not a part of my plan
or my intentions
But I was Immature, I guess I had to learn some lessons
We grew apart and our lives went in different directions
And there's a lot of responsibilities that I neglected
I had a lot that was bottled inside, couldn't express it
And this pain won't leave, I can feel the depression
It's taking over my body, feels like I'm always stressing
Doctor told me I should sleep, but I'm always restless
I lay awake at night and think, my thoughts are relentless
I need a moment to breathe, I need a moment to vent this
I seem to be the only person that I play pretend with
And when I turn the music off
what am I really left with huh?
Breathe
Breathe
nf - can you hold me
It feels like a tear in my heart
Like a part of me missing
And I just can't feel it
I've tried and I've tried
And I've tried
Tears on my face I can't take it
If lonely is the taste that it's all that I'm tasting
Do you hear my cry?
I cry, oh
Can you hold me? [2x]
Can you hold me in your arms?
Just wrap me in your arms, in your arms
I don't wanna be nowhere else
Take me from the dark, from the dark
I ain't gonna make it myself
Put your arms around me [2x]
Let your love surround me
I am lost I am lost
If I ain't got you here
If I ain't got you, I ain't got nothing at all
Can you hold me? [2x]
Can you hold me in your arms?
Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, I feel like it's just me, feel like it's just me
What it gon' take? What it gon' be?
I don't even know It's not just you (Britt)
But I'm lonely
Feeling like I don't even know me, I don't even know me
I feel it too (Britt)
Gotta have you gotta see you
Yeah the only thing I have to think about
The only one I that can't live without (Britt)
I see you I need you to hold me now (Britt)
If I ain't got you [2x]
I ain't got nothing [2x]
If I ain't got you I ain't got you
If I ain't got you I'm lonely
If I ain't with you I'm lonely
I'm lonely I need you
I need you
Feel like it's just me, like it's just me
What it gon' take? What it gon' be?
I don't even know, I don't even know
But I'm lonely, lonely
Feel like I don't even know me
Feels like I don't even know me
I don't even know me
nf - escape
I wish, that I could leave it all behind me
Go to my own world where no on can find me
I guess it's just the way I escape, yeah
I guess it's just the way I escape
And I wish, that I could take parts of my past
Hold on to the good and throw the rest in the trash
I guess it's just the way I escape, yeah
I guess it's just the way I escape
Have you ever been so broke, or frozen, it's so cold
Emotions are so blown, hoping you won't go
Back to that war zone, the place that you don't know
It's hard to go the right way when you're on the wrong road
Feel like you're so low, you're 'bout to explode
And you'd do anything to get back what you let go
Stuck in upset mode, cause you can't seem to figure this out
Living without a reason to live, thinking about
What you should have done, things that you could have changed
And maybe if you had then things wouldn't be this way
And you wouldn't feel this pain, but that's too easy now isn't it
Wishing that you could go back and things would be different
Got a time machine up in your mind
Wishing you could push a button and your life would unwind
But that's not how it happens, you can hope and imagine
Instead of looking forwards, lot of us looking backwards
Have you ever been so lost, you feel like your hope's gone
And know you need to let go of some things but you hold on
Hoping and wishing that some things would be different
So you scream in your room, it feels like nobody's listening
You're mad so you scream louder, things that you're not proud of
Wishing you knew a way to escape but you don't know how the
Heck are you supposed to cope with something you can't let go
You get emotional, wonder if you'll ever know
Came to get lost in it, wishing back lost minutes
Your anger's involved in it, so you get engulfed in this
Pain that you come to hate, wishing you could escape
But you don't know where to run, it's written all on your face
Look at me losing control, I just don't know where to go
I'm getting lost in the mo-ment, look at me woah (yeah)
I think it's time for me to escape
Time to relate, follow me as I put this pen to this page
I'm so sick of feeling
Like I don't have a clue what I'm doing
Like I don't have a clue what I'm doing
Yeah
And I'm so sick of feeling
Like I don't have a clue where I'm going
Like I don't have a clue where I'm going
Yeah
See all of us need a place, where we can go escape
Get away from the pain, be ourselves and just run away
But where are we running to, this lane we've been running through
Starting to get harder and it's starting to bother you
Some of us get depressed, some of us go to music
Some of us get stressed, others just push through it
So I'm gonna push through this, now and get lost in this
Escape and get lost in it, get ready we've all said it
nf - face it
Yeah, I ain't sleeping lately I ain't sleeping lately
Yes I know that I'm the only person that can change me
Maybe, that's why I ain't changing that's why I ain't changing
I got too much on my mind I guess I don't know how to face it
I just don't know how to face it
I don't know how to face it, yeah
I don't know how to face it
I don't know how to face it
I don't know how to face it, how to face it
Don't know how to face it let's go back to basics
Yes say what you mean, do what you say, but man I hate this
I just don't know what I'm chasing, don't know what I'm chasing
Yes, somebody told me
Life is something you don't wanna play with
But I just keep on playing like life is just a playground
I go through this mood swings
Watch everything slide down
I look at myself and I ask me what the goal is
Yeah tell me what your goal is
I'm just so lost in emotions, I don't even notice
I just slipping to a place and I don't think straight
Devil in my ear tryna tell me everything's great
And in a year I realize I'm in the same place
Running in the same race same pace
Yeah, I ain't sleeping lately I ain't sleeping lately
Yes I know that I'm the only person that can change me
Maybe, that's why I ain't changing that's why I ain't changing
I got too much on my mind I guess I don't know how to face it
I just don't know how to face it
I don't know how to face it, yeah
I don't know how to face it
I don't know how to face it
I don't know how to face it, how to face it
Don't know how to face it let's go back to basics
Think about the words you 'bout say before you say it
Sin is bittersweet I taste it, bittersweet I taste it
Get that sickness out my mouth
I feel like my train is derailing i can feel it
Yo these words are only words until they actions
Words until they actions strive on empty satisfactions
Yeah the fact is I don't know, fact is I don't know
Yeah I get on these stages say that I put on a show
But yeah that show it don't mean nothing
If I don't live my lyrics, if they don't feel the spirit in my songs
Then they don't hear it
Homie yeah that don't mean nothing
This ain't all about appearance
Everything starts with the man in the mirror
Yeah, I ain't sleeping lately I ain't sleeping lately
Yes I know that I'm the only person that can change me
Maybe, that's why I ain't changing that's why I ain't changing
I got too much on my mind I guess I don't know how to face it
I just don't know how to face it
I don't know how to face it, yeah
I don't know how to face it
I don't know how to face it
I don't know how to face it, how to face it
nf - got you on my mind
Started with phone conversations and I
Flew out to see you, it's raining outside
We sat by the water and talking about life
Oh
Said you lost your dad, girl I know how that feels
I lost my mom, tryna deal with that still
I guess we connect on our hatred for pills
It's real
I got you on my mind, baby
I got you on my mind, baby
I got you on my mind, baby
I got you on my mind, I got you on my mind
I got you on my mind, baby
I got you on my mind, I got you on my mind
You got me thinking things I never used to
I'm not the phone type, I'd rather be with you
Sometimes I hold back from saying, "I miss you"
But I miss you
I have to admit, on this road I get lonely
But you make me smile every time that you call me
You let me be myself
You don't control me
I got you on my mind, baby
I got you on my mind, I got you on my mind
I got you on my mind, baby
I got you on my mind, I got you on my mind
I got you on my mind, baby
I got you on my mind, I got you on my mind
I got you on my mind, baby
I got you on my mind, I got you on my mind
Laying in my bed, I'm just staring at the ceiling, baby
I just wanna know if you feel what I'm feeling, baby
Got you on my mind yeah, tell me what the deal is lately
Yeah, deal is lately, deal is lately
I'm a man of my word, girl believe that
I'm a closed book but somehow you learn to read that
Know that I should relax, hate the way I react
Thinking that I'm good but you know I'm 'bout to relapse
Thinking that I'm good but you know I'm 'bout to relapse
Girl wake up let's go, all I can think of is you
I got you on my mind, baby
I got you on my mind, I got you on my mind
I got you on my mind, baby
I got you on my mind, I got you on my mind
I got you on my mind, baby
I got you on my mind, I got you on my mind
I got you on my mind, baby
I got you on my mind, I got you on my mind
nf - hands up
A few words to define my music:
I'd tell ya it's pretty laid back
Laid back
Laid back
Let me see those hands up! [4x]
(yo!) Hands up!
Yea, i'm like ali when i write hooks
(yeaah)get it? Right hooks
These songs are like the chapters of my life, and this is my book
(let's go!) Yo, you seein' me on these stages?
Comin' to a song, i'm turnin' these pages
Turn the pages
Welcome to chapter 1 of my life: "crazy!" (woo!)
Yeah, let's call it that if ya'll don't mind
I gotta dope mind
With these pope lines
That don't smoke ime
In a cold clime-
Ate, so ya'll better hold on!
They telling me that i'm loco
Um, tell me something i don't know!
Ain't that a clear picture, no photo?
Yeah, clear picture, no photos! Ah!
And, yo, this ain't about the photos and the fame life
I kill my flesh and live for god all in the same life
So call me what you wanna, but
I'mma do what i gotta, yu
And anybody gotta problem, shhhhhhh!
(everyone's music)
Let me see those hands up! [4x]
Hands up!
Yeah, i started from the bottom, a little drank, doe
I came in the game like, "hellooo!"
I came in the game like, "let's go!"
But this beat might break your neck yo bones!
But that's okay!
Okay
You ain't heard of me, then you so late
So just take a seat of that cold plate
And just le- le- le-let me explain!
Yo, "nf" be that logo, "capitol" be that label
If i see beats on my table
I swear, i'mma eat the whole plate-full
And that's my life
I write what i mean, so i might
Go a little bit crae. When i find mics
I ain't doing it so i am in the limelight
Cause that limelight, it ain't life
I ain't in this for the money, and quit crackin' jokes
Cause we all know this industry is known for cuttin' throats
And if this was all for money, i'dda quit years ago
But it's not, so turn me up until my ears explode!
Let's go!
Let me see those hands up! [4x]
Hands up!
Let me see those hands up [4x]
Hands up
Oh-ooh!
Let me see those hands up
(where you at? Where you at?)
Let me see those hands up
(where you at? Where you at?)
Let me see those hands up
(where you at? Where you at?)
Let me see those hands up
(where you at? Where you at?)
Hands up
(whu- whu- whu- whu- where you at?)
Let me see those hands up
(where you at? Where you at?)
Let me see those hands up
(where you at? Where you at?)
Let me see those hands up
(where you at? Where you at?)
Let me see those hands up
(where you at? Where you at?)
Hands up! [2x]
(hands up!)
(hands up!)
nf - how could you leave us
How could you leave us so unexpected?
We were waiting, we were waiting
For you but you just left us
We needed you, I needed you
Yo, I don't know what it's like to be addicted to pills
But I do know what it's like to be a witness to kills
Mama told me she love me, I'm thinking this isn't real
I think of you when I get a whiff of that cigarette smell
yeah
Welcome to the bottom of hell
They say pain is a present, let me out of my cell
You say you proud of me
but you don't know me that well
Sit in my room, tears running down my face and I yell
Into my pillowcases, you say you coming to get us
Then call 'em a minute later
just to tell us you not, I'm humiliated
I'm in a room with a parent that I barely know
Some lady in the corner watching us
while she taking notes
I don't get it mom
don't you want to watch your babies grow?
I guess that pills are more important
all you have to say is no
But you won't do it will you?
You gon' keep popping 'til those pills kill you
I know you gone but I can still feel you
Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us?
How could you leave us here?
How would you leave us? Why would you leave us?
Hey
I got this picture in my room and it kills me
But I don't need a picture of my mom
I need the real thing
Now a relationship is something we won't ever have
Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had?
You shoulda been there when I graduated
Told me you love me and congratulations
Instead you left us at the window waiting
Where you at mom?
What you don't understand is where you at huh?
Yeah, I know those drugs got you held captive
I can see it in your eyes, they got you captured
Some say it's fun to get the high but I am not laughing
What you don't realise and what you not grasping
That I was nothing but a kid who couldn't understand
I ain't gon' say that I forgive you
cause it hasn't happened
I thought that maybe I feel better as time passes
If you really cared for me, then where you at then?
Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us?
How could you leave us here?
How would you leave us? Why would you leave us?
Hey
Our last conversation, you were sat in the living room
Talking 'bout my music
and I brought you something to listen to
You started crying, telling me this isn't you
Couple weeks later, guess
you were singing a different tune
You took them pills for the last time, didn't you?
They took you from us once
guess they came back to finish you
Crying my eyes out in the studio is difficult
Music is the only place that I can go to speak to you
Took me everything inside of me
to not scream at your funeral
Sitting in my chair, that person talking was pitiful
I wish you were here mama but every time I picture you
All I feel is pain, I hate the way I remember you
They found you on the floor
I could tell that you felt hallow
Gave everything you had
plus your life to them pill bottles
You gave everything you had
plus your life to them pill bottles
Don't know if you hear me or not
but if you still watching ma
Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us?
How could you leave us here?
How would you leave us? Why would you leave us?
Hey
(Sobbing) sometimes I think about like
sometimes I think about things like, you know
when I have kids, you won't be there, you know?
You won't be there for any of that
I'll never get to see you again
sometimes I wish I would have just called you
I wish I would have just picked up the phone
wish you were here, I mean you should of been there
for us, you should have been here, those pills got you
right? Them pills got you, right? I wish you were here
nf - i can feel it
I can feel it, I can feel it
I can feel it, I can feel it
Yeah I can feel it, I can feel it
Yeah
I can feel it, I can feel it
I can feel it, I can feel it
Oh yeah I can feel it, I can feel it
I don't know, I don't know yeah, I don't know
Used to drive a car that ain't running right
Overheats in the day, so I drive at night
And I know it sounds funny but it's real life
Yeah, I know it sounds funny but it's real life
I pulled over cause I died at a red light
I thank God for the hard times cause they guaranteed
Without him, I wouldn't be here, let's be clear
I was given 2 cars, I ain't really outta money
Tryna rap, making 9 thousand a year
I don't say things, feel for me, I say cause it's real to me
I go to my grandma's
hoping she can make a meal for me
Now I got some labels on the tables
Saying that they got a deal for me
I can feel it, I can feel it, I can feel it
I can feel it, I can feel it, oh yeah, yeah
I can feel it, I can feel it, oh yeah, yeah
I can feel it, I can feel it, you know, you know, you know
I can feel it, I can feel it, oh yeah
I can feel it, I can feel it, oh yeah
I can feel it, I can feel it, oh yeah
I can feel it, I can feel it, yeah
In michigan, them winters cold
We wouldn't wanna turn on the heat, keep the bills low
We sitting in the living room in our winter coats
Yeah, we sitting in the living room in our winter coats
me in my room mate, we like they don't know
Driving around town in the grand prix
People telling me that I should get a plan b
Snow on the windshield, can't see, won't work
6 In the morning, that's me
Sometimes I miss all those memories
They pop up back in my mind like, "remember me"
Records stop selling, these people won't care for me
The older you get, the more family is everything
I can feel it, I can feel it, I can feel it
I can feel it, I can feel it, I can feel it
I can feel it, I can feel it, I said I can feel it
I can feel it, I can feel it
I can feel it, I can feel it
I said I can feel it, I can feel it
I can feel it, I can feel it
I said I can feel it, I can feel it
Yeah, I can feel it, I can feel it, yeah
I can feel it, I can feel it
I can feel it, I can feel it, been a long time coming
I can feel it, I can feel it, been a long time coming yeah
I can feel it, I can feel it, yeah I said here we go
I can feel it, I can feel it, oh yeah
I can feel it, I can feel it
I said I can feel it, I can feel it, yeah
nf - i just wanna know
Only time you ever call me is when you feelin' like don't nobody else wanna listen
When's the last time you saw me
You probably don't remember that 'cause that was back then you were different
I don't wanna hear the sorry's
I'm tired of all the talkin' to be honest I would rather see a difference
Yeah, you pass me in the hallway
But you ain't say a word to me
Lately all I ever feel is distant
You don't care that you lost me
What's wrong with ya
Had a picture of you sittin' on the dash in the car with me
Now it's in my closet with the other ones sittin' in a box
I don't wanna open up
You took it all from me
Told me you would die for me
Yeah, all you ever do is lie to me
Wish that I could say that this has come as surprise see to me
Told me that I never took the time and now you ain't got the time for me
Yeah
I just wanna know oh, oh, oh, oh
When did you get so cold oh, oh, oh
What happened to your soul oh oh oh
Don't you see me
We used to talk like best friends
I remember that I guess I don't know what happened to us
Now you got me questionin' what trust is
You told me you would be there for me
Yeah, but you ain't really mean it did ya
Now you wanna jump ship
Leave me here alone
Well, I'm used to it
Everybody else did
Who you havin' fun with
Don't tell me I don't wanna know every time I ask I just feel sick
You're the one that jumped in
Told me you had some feelins
Now you tryin' to tell me that is not true
I ain't gotta clue
Who I'm lookin' at right now, but I know the person that I'm lookin' at is not you
Yeah
They say that you are who you hang with
Maybe that's the reason you been changin'
Maybe that's the reason why I'm feelin' like you're dangerous
And every time we talk it's like I'm talkin' to a stranger
I just wanna know oh, oh, oh, oh
When did you get so cold oh, oh, oh
What happened to your soul oh oh oh
Don't you see me
I thought that we were close oh, oh
But now that door is closed oh, oh
When did we lose control oh, oh, oh
Guess you don't need me
I just wanna know oh, oh, oh, oh
When did you get so cold oh, oh, oh
What happened to your soul oh oh oh
Don't you see me
I thought that we were close oh, oh
But now that door is closed oh, oh
When did we lose control oh, oh, oh
Guess you don't need me
nf - intro
[Verse]
I'm lookin' like I'm gonna get it, you probably don't get it
I come in your house with a microphone
Lookin' like I'm about to set up a show in your kitchen
I'm outta my mind but I feel like I'm in it
If I never make it, don't make any difference
I'm still gonna kill it
You know what the deal is
Ain't never no chillin' when I'm in the buildin'
NF is a monster, I am a villain
My music is sick, and you don't know what ill is
You better get back, I don't write any filler
I write what I feel and I'm feelin' a million
So you better shh, be quiet, you hear it?
I'm 'bout to lose it
I'm on a whole different level of music
Don't treat me like I don't have no clue how to do this
You better rethink what you're thinkin' and move it
Now picture me writin' when I was a kid tryna make it in music
I'm thinkin' it's crazy
I spent all my money on studio time, tryna get on my music so people could play it
Imma keep it 100, my music was terrible
Learned to get better, the more that I made it
Go back to my Moments album
Most of you people, you probably don't know what I'm sayin', hold up!
What you're witnessin' now, don't try to figure me out
I grab on that microphone, jawin' the crowd
They was laughin' at me, who they laughin' at now, huh?
I laugh at myself, some people they lookin' like, "Wow"
The moment you told me that you was a rapper, I couldn't believe it
You believe it now?
Step in the booth and I murder it
You never heard of a rapper that kill it like I do
I sleep on the couch in the studio, stay up 'til 3 in the morning
And write 'till I get more
The moment I wake up I feel like I don't even sleep
And I'm ready to put out my record
Well, thank you for buyin' it!
Maybe you burned it!
But either way, I'm gonna wreck it!
I look at the industry, look what it did to me
You'll never make it if you never grind
You put a whole lot of money into it, you better be ready to give it your time
I look at the past few years of my life and I promise you I have been given it mine
Try to keep up with this
I'm not a puppet, no string on my back, I'm one of a kind
Music is changing, no way to tame this
I am an artist, look what I painted
Hang up the caution tape, I'm dangerous
Does anyone know where my brain is?
Rappers are comfortable knowing they're famous
But I really don't care what your name is
And I really don't care if I'm nameless
Y'all just drivin' around, I know where my lane is
Cocky? Nah, I'm competitive?
This is a job for me, it's adrenaline
Don't try to box me in, I am Mayweather
I come in the ring, my punches are way better
I never drink but I live in these bars
The moment you blink is the moment you lost
Say you a king, who put you in charge?
Don't care what you think, I'll break in your car
Climb on the top of it, sound the alarm
And wake up the neighborhood, rap in your yard
And the carry the speakers on both of my arms
'Til you keep sleepin' on me, I'm at large
Enough with the jokes, I ain't jokin'
You come in a session with me Imma show you what dope is
And when I say dope I ain't talkin' 'bout smoke
And I'm talkin' 'bout music that has an emotion
I look at this mic, it's part of my family
Take it away, I'm comin' to find you
I've been through a lot in my life
And it's hard to get people to listen when no one's behind you
And then Capitol came in the picture and gave me a shot
And look at it now
I look at the team I'm dealin' with, these people ain't playin' around
Lookin' back, I gotta laugh
I was in a whole different place a year ago
I look at the math, I look at the map
And thank you God, I swear it's a miracle
And I'm sorry, but I gotta leave
But man, this track was beautiful
The least I can do if I murder a beat is take the time to go his funeral
nf - just being me
Feels like I'm in the sky
Flying over clouds or somethin'
I don't smoke weed, but you could say I'm high on somethin'
It's like this music is my addiction, I call it my nicotine
What you're witnessing is an addicted fiend
and it sickens me (ah)
Just a lame as how you picture me
Give me that microphone and I'm gonna rip it so viciously
Ain't you hearing the chemistry?
Ain't it ironic I brought up chemistry?
Cause I was never good at math but I'm ill with the melodies
Since I was a kid, I had a dream that I would make it
I spent thousands of hours writing music in that basement
Even though I'm broke, you know why I still chase it?
Cause once you get a taste of it there is no replacement
Yo, I don't rap, so millions of people will like me
I rap, cause there's millions of people just like me
If you think I'm out of my mind, I ain't gonna argue
I might be
But I'm not on the stage just for people to sightsee
I'd rather die than let this dream go to waste
You can tell that I ain't playin' by the look up on my face
The world wants to tell us who we are and who we ain't
But the person that I am is somethin' you can never change
Yea I'm just being me, yea
I'm just being me, yea
I'm just being me, yea
And this defines me
Look into my music and you'll find me
When I step into that studio, feels like I'm in my house
If you listen to my music than you know what I'm about
No I ain't never been the type
to just sit around on the couch
I get lost in these beats till my body passes out
Let's rewind
What ever happened to music that meant something
Cause nowadays I look around
and music don't mean nothin'
And to be honest
what's really making me sick to my stomach
Is everybody's runnin' around screaming they love it
A lotta people think they understand the music biz
I am not a genius but at least I know what music is
Put a cd on the shelf, and you thinkin' you'll be filthy rich
But you just become the definition of what filthy is
The music, me and her, we've been through a lot together
And I can tell somethin' ain't right if we are not together
And yo God gave me the story so we plot together
I get shot, whatever, this is who I am remember?
I'd rather die than let this dream go to waste
You can tell that I ain't playin' by the look up on my face
The world wants to tell us who we are and who we ain't
But the person that I am is somethin' you can never change
Yea I'm just being me (yea)
I'm just being me (yea)
I'm just being me (yea)
And this defines me
Look into my music and you'll find me
I'd rather die than let this dream go to waste
You can tell that I ain't playin' by the look up on my face
The world wants to tell us who we are and who we ain't
But the person that I am is somethin' you can never change
Yea I'm just being me (yea)
I'm just being me (yea)
I said that I'm just being me (yea)
I'm being me, I'm just being me
I'd rather die than let this dream go to waste
You can tell that I ain't playin' by the look up on my face
The world wants to tell us who we are and who we ain't
But the person that I am is somethin' you can never change
Yea I'm just being me (yea)
I'm just being me (yea)
I'm just being me (yea)
And this defines me
Look into my music and you'll find me
Yea I'm just being me
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