circles

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(Yeah, we all make mistakes
Yeah, here s some of mine)
Yeah, it s my life
Lord forgive me (c mon)
For the way I m livin
(I m a sinner man, all of us are)
Lord forgive me
For the way I m livin (yeah)

Lord forgive me, I know I ve made a lot of mistakes
When you look at my face you can tell I m ready to break
Ready to snap, lost, where am I at?
I keep looking for light but why am I in the black
It s invisible I ve been mixing and twisting the principles
There I go talking bout my life, how it s miserable
It s pitiful I live in this prison I been in through
Tryin to minister when I m the one
that needs to be ministered to
Lord forgive me
I don t know why I do this
I betray you stab you in the back like Judas
Like Peter I deny you, like I don t know
Tears running down my face as the rooster crows
I m a liar living in a world of em
I m dyin sins starting to fill my lungs
Oh no, I can hear the devil of my head
Great, Nate it looks like you re doin circles again

It s like my life is one big circle
I m trying to go forward, but I m in reverse still
It s like my life wants me to fail
Say I m lookin for heaven, but I m headin for hell

I wake up in the mornin
My minds on me
Never said a prayer, Lord, never even noticed
Why am I so open to blaming when I m broke
The moment I feel fine, I let the door close
Dealing with insecurity but not about myself
I m having a hard time trusting anyone else
I treat you like a toy
So I put you on the shelf
Like I ll come play later if I need any help
And yeah I think you re calling but I don t really hear you
Seems I should be concerned with what I see in the mirror
What I see in the mirror s more than my apearance
I see anger eating away at my spirit
And maybe I should change, but I don t really want to
Unless I feel pain it s like I don t really want you
I know, by now it seems like I d be smarter
The worst part is, now I m right back where I started

It s like my life is one big circle
I m trying to go forward, but I m in reverse still
It s like my life wants me to fail
Say I m lookin for heaven, but I m headin for hell

Father please, I know I don t deserve your grace
None of us do, yet, your mercy remains
You were perfect, there I go running away
with nothing to say
Lord, I m ready to change
Take me, and mold me into something that s right
Sick of living my life like
Like I m out of your light, I m out of your sight
I need you to charge in
Take me out the darkness
And wrap me in your arms cause
Without you I m just another phony
And without you it s like I don t even know me, show me
Pull me in the right direction
Need your life protection
Need the mic directed
I m sick of living life like I ain t gotta have you
When in the end we both know that I have to
It s sad too
Cause every time I m falling away
I can hear the little voice inside my head say

It s my life is one big circle
I m trying to go forward, but I m in reverse still
It s like my life wants me to fail
Say I m lookin for heaven, but I m headin for hell