try my best poem

Emilie Autumn

I m gonna try my best to love him
Don t know why I want him so
Yeah I ll try and keep him by my side
I won t ever let him go
Oh I ve learned too much in my poor life
To laugh at humor I can t see
It s sad I know that I can t show
My love, but I won t set him free
So I m gonna try my best to love him
Even if it takes all night long
Even if this feeling hurts me
I ve heard pain can make you strong
And I know that I m not his girl
Really never thought I d care
But to see him in your arms
That s the one thing I can t bear
If you said I had no heart
Well I hardly think I d cry
Â?Cause there ain t one thing you know Â?bout me
That I d bother to deny
And it s not that I don t find him sweet
I know too well his voice, his touch
His eyes, and often underneath
I wonder that I try this much
Still it would be a shameful lie
To say I love this boy, this man
But I am fond and he is fine
So in the end perhaps I can
I agree this child deserves
A better friend and lover too
But I m gonna try my best to love him
Just to keep him far from you