i don t love me

Blackbear

Dream another nightmare
I m in love with all these ghosts
Stumble up a flight of stairs
Wake up all alone
Mixin up my words now
Don t love me high and dry
Cause I m mixin up prescriptions
I don t wanna lose my life

I m afraid that misery
Might take me back backwards
I m afraid my misery
Might bring you down

It s cause I don t love me anymore
I kill myself every day a little more
And I need you now like I needed you then
I don t love me, so I can t love in the end
I don t love you anymore
I lose myself every day a little more
And I don t need you now like I needed you then
I don t love me, so I can t love in the end

I wish that I was someone else
Different face and different home
Cause I m cleanin out my closet
Afraid of what I ll find below
Now I m tryin to remember
What it felt like to hold you
You said, Why you let yourself down?
Why do these demons control you?

I m afraid that misery
Might take me back backwards
I m afraid my misery
Might bring you down

It s cause I don t love me anymore
I kill myself every day a little more
And I need you now like I needed you then
I don t love me, so I can t love in the end
I don t love you anymore
I lose myself every day a little more
And I don t need you now like I needed you then
I don t love me, so I can t love you in the end

In the end
In the end
I don t love you
I can t even hug you
I don t love me
I can t love you