born to lose

Bea Miller

I would never shower
if it wasn t for my roomates
Haven t left the house in so long
pretty sure it s Tuesday
It could be Wednesday, but never Sunday
It doesn t matter, no one s calling me
Every time I open up my phone I am reminded
Seeing all the fun I used to have, it s now behind me
There s no denying (There s no denying)
We re only dying (Only dying)
And I got more than one foot in the grave

Ooh, I could do my makeup like I used to do
Looking like someone who wasn t born to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
I picked so many battles that I broke in two
Now I m just the half, who knows she s born to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose

Ah-ah

Maybe it s better that I ve accepted it
Even though I m depressed and irrelevant
God, I miss being a teenager
more than I care to admit
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)

Ooh, I could do my makeup like I used to do
Looking like someone who wasn t born to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
I picked so many battles that I broke in two
Now I m just the half, who knows she s born to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Ooh, ooh, to lose (Yeah, yeah, yeah)

How can I be hopeful when it s getting so dystopian?
And nothing s ever gonna feel
the way it always felt back then
I m Mr. Peaked in high school
but I never even went

Ooh, I could do my makeup like I used to do
Looking like someone who wasn t born to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
I picked so many battles that I broke in two
Now I m just the half, who knows she s born to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Ooh, ooh, lose