something i could never be

Wrabel

I wish I could be normal but what does that even mean?
I wish I could be smaller, taller and everything in between
I wish I could be patient
?cause they say that it s a virtue
But I just want a quick fix, trade me in for someone new

?Cause it all seems perfect in my dreams
But when I wake up I m still me

Does anybody have it all?
Can anybody set me free?
When the midnight falls, I turn myself on me
It hits me like a drop of ink, clouding everything I see
But if I m being honest
All I ever wanted was something I could never be (Mhm)

Back when I was younger, doubt knocked at my door
Asked me if I m worthy and filled my head with words
Like shouldn t I be stronger and that boys shouldn t cry
If beauty s for beholders, could you lend me your eyes?

?Cause it all seems perfect in my dreams
But when I wake up I m still me

Does anybody have it all?
Can anybody set me free?
When the midnight falls, I turn myself on me
It hits me like a drop of ink, clouding everything I see
But if I m being honest
All I ever wanted

Is to be okay not being okay
Maybe it s right to go the wrong way
Imperfection is just perception

?Cause no one really has it all
Nobody can set me free
When the midnight falls, I won t turn on me
I m setting fire to the dark, lighting up the truth at heart
Finally, I m honest, there s no love in wanting
Something I could never be

(Mhm) Something I could never be
(Mhm) Something I could never be
(Mhm) Something I could never be, mm-hmm