dead again

Type O Negative

First to admit I?m a doomed drug addict
And I always will be hey man, don? follow me
No excuse for drug abuse
Said these lines a thousand times
Don?t want to live atrial fib from neurosis, cerosis

Please make me smile if you learn from my trial
Baby I?ll pay this price maybe saving your life for ya
I can?t state this point enough
The pickup?s easy, but the put down?s rough
Up the nose or tap a vein no one else but you to blame

I can?t believe I died last night oh god I?m dead again
I can?t believe I died last night I?m fucking dead again

Chemical joy turning thee paranoid
Recently buried deeply Greenwood Cemetery
I had no pulse last time I checked
I?d trade my life for self respect
There are some things worse than death