drowning

The Eden Project

I think I lost my mind a while ago
Cause' I've been seeing some ghosts
And I'd be lying if I told you I'm fine
But I lie
Yeah, these thoughts I would never speak out loud
I've seen you cry but I've never seen you shout
Like a hurricane, these shots dont ricochet
Sight blurred I'm walkin dazed, girl I'm fucking faded
Or maybe wasted, I cant remember how it happened
Oh I dont know my limits at all
I'm sinking down into my thoughts
Oh my God

But so what if I drank too much
This aint love, its just a firefight
And even if its not enough
Ill say it once I swear I never lied
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
You'll ever bring me down
Girl you know I'm drowning
And I keep goin down
But I'll swear that I'm not, I'm not, I'm not

It's friendly fire and sunlight
The aftermath of one too many
Words I said, when I should've said nothing at all
At all
I gotta stop overthinking
And missing
What could have been
You were never even really here
And still we're spinning
Just liars and cheaters
Right back where we started
But it don't get easier
I am drowning
In liquor and apathy
Will be the death of me

But so what if I drank too much
This aint love, its just a firefight
And even if its not enough
I'll say it once I swear I never lied
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
You'll ever bring me down