so love may find us

The Church

I m feeling uneasy
And I m feeling weird
Everything s coming down the line
Exactly as I feared

And nobody helps me
And nobody knows
Nobody left in this city with its
Its hits and its blows

And the first time the end appeared
I was skeptical like the rest
I marvelled as the markets fell
Cause up till then I guess we ve been blessed

First the water
And then the earth
And then the air, yeah
For all it was worth

The fire was subtle
It burned in your bones
It churned in your sea
And left you alone

It was then that I noticed the stars
Dismayed to see them look so old and red
I was hidden as the animals roared
Watched it all from inside your head

And nobody sees me
Now nobody cares
Nobody living in the city
With its graces and airs

The fire was icy
It burned in your veins
It turned in your wake
Shot up your brain

I m feeling uncertain
I m feeling exposed
I m feeling there could be much, much more to this
Than I ever suppose

When I think about afterlife
I become so confused
I shiver when I think of my friend
And I think what s the use

Now we ve gotta try, try, try
Gotta learn to say goodbye
Gotta spit right in your eye
And find some truth within this great lie

Feeling I m injured
I m feeling so raw
Like some childish imbecile
Like some crashing bore

The fire was distant
It burned without smoke
It learned to stand water
It stood up and spoke

Feeling uneasy
Feeling weird
Everything coming down the line
Exactly as I feared

In between the ether and the water line
(I m hearing voices, screams)
Down beside the engines as we ride
and glide and churn inside
(he didn t get you somewhere else)
And outside the reckless night, uncertainty
delivered me (he wanted our spirits)
In between the cracks have all appeared
(so that love may find us)

(Haven t seen her, should believe her
she ll be a living soul)

(Haven t seen her
should believe her, she ll be a living soul)

I don t want your spirit or your doubt
I don t want your deserts or your seas
I don t want the city or it s dreams
I just want to see you on your knees