disappear

Starset

So how long, were you numb?
Cause it was cold as ice
And I keep saying that I m okay with it
But that s another lie
The truth is I ve been dying slowly
But no, not you, you just turned to drift into the night
A parting scene of apathy
In an instant shift to a stone heart paired with empty eyes
That stared right through mine

I did the math, but it just don t add up
There s a whole world that used to be us
Now there s an echo calling me
Just a shred of memory

Emptiness but there s still a shadow
I catch a glimpse of someone I should know
Hard to tell if you were ever here
I disappear, disappear
I disappear, disappear

All is lost, slipped away
Gone without a trace
I sometimes wonder if it was real because
All that s left seems fake
like I m trapped within a wrong dimension
I tried so hard just to make you feel my pain
If you had empathy you d see I d changed
But like a ghost in your presence I dissipate
I tried it all, it s all in vain

I did the math, but it just don t add up
There s a whole world that used to be us
Now there s an echo calling me
Just a shred of memory
Emptiness but there s still a shadow
I catch a glimpse of someone I should know
How to tell if you were ever here
I disappear, disappear
I disappear, disappear

Sometimes I still slip and start to question
if it was only in my mind
It s hard to come to grips that you still
exist when it feels just like you died
So come on and all step right up
and I ll perform a trick before your eyes
I ll evaporate, gone without a trace
off the radar out of sight

I did the math, but it just don t add up
There s a whole world that used to be us
Now there s an echo calling me
Just a shred of memory
Emptiness but there s still a shadow
I catch a glimpse of someone I should know
How to tell if you were ever here
I disappear, disappear
I disappear, disappear