worried

Russ

I m worried bout you, I cannot stop
Cause your love s something that I can t lose
And it s been like this for a long time
And I don t know what I m gon do
I m worried bout you, I cannot stop
Cause your love s something that I can t lose
And it s been like this for a long time
And I don t know what I m gon do

I been handcuffed to your fears for years
Wiped out but I still wipe your tears
You spiral and I spiral with you
It s not your fault I m in the cycle with you
How, damn, how can I break free
Without you thinkin I abandoned you?
If I lived my own life, would you hate me?
Would you hurt yourself, am I crazy?
I send a text at 2 p. m. on a Friday
If I don t hear back by 4
I m boutta floor it in the Porsche, fuck callin anymore
I m in your driveway
Constantly frantic, obviously panic
Cause I m just replaying your words
You told me that you don t know why ya still here
So of course I m assuming the worst

I m worried bout you, I cannot stop
Cause your love s something that I can t lose
And it s been like this for a long time
And I don t know what I m gon do
I m worried bout you, I cannot stop
Cause your love s something that I can t lose
And it s been like this for a long time
And I don t know what I m gon do

Now I don t wanna break your heart
But I think it s been broke for a minute
If I knew who did it, I would kill them
I would be your hero, I would be their villain
I think for a while I thought it was Dad
And maybe it was, but I m thinking that
It goes further back, it s far in the past
I m helpless, Mom, I ve given all that I had
And it didn t work, so now what? I gotta find a solution
Cause I don t want me and you ever at odds
But if that s what it takes for improvement
I guess I m okay with it
The tears have been making this verse hard
To read off my phone, so at this point I m sayin shit
I love you, I hate that I m making this, you know why

I m worried bout you, I cannot stop
Cause your love s something that I can t lose
And it s been like this for a long time
And I don t know what I m gon do
I m worried bout you, I cannot stop
Cause your love s something that I can t lose
And it s been like this for a long time
And I don t know what I m gon do

I wish somebody woulda told me that you would be lonely
No matter what I do, it s not enough
I know that you re so fragile, if clouds cast a shadow
I d travel to the moon, show you the sun
Reservation, separation, detonation
Obligation, manipulation, sedentation