tunnel vision

Russ

I, I, I, I think you re captivating
I, I, I, I think you re captivating
I, I, I, I think you re captivating
Yeah

It s not the time to pump these brakes
I don t care how much I love her
or how much money that I ve made
That wasn t the goal, it never was
I m tryna see what my zenith is
What it looks like to believe in strength
in all of my weaknesses
Inconveniences are hurdles, discipline jumps over
I wanna see how it feels to do twelve months sober
I wanna feel self love without the vanity (The vanity)
I wanna feel what it be
lik? to give a Grammy speech (A Grammy speech)
I wanna see exactly how far
I can take this ind?pendent thing
How high can I fly if I just learn how to extend my wings?
What would it be like to be patient? This is a me thing
What would it be like to stop shamin myself to victory?
So when I win it doesn t feel defeating
that s why I m leaving
I m seekin constant improvement
I don t have kids, but I fostered a movement
The journey s the treasure, if I ain t movin
I m losin , for real

I ve been (I ve been)
Pridin myself on all of my patience (Patience)
Pridin myself on all of my diligence
Pridin myself on all of my curiosity
I know I ma get far if I work hard (Get far)
Givin shit up that I fuckin love to death (To death)
When we called it quits
I was fuckin mess (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
But I gotta stick to my decision (Yeah, yeah)
Got that tunnel vision, baby (Yeah)

If I give up on myself, it s givin up on the universe
In return it gave up on me, no more signs
no more new alerts
I be haunted by what if I went after what I wanted
Daydreaming bout that nightmare is what prompted
Me to keep it goin , I m determined to see
What life would look like as the best version of me
I want a body that look sculpted like a statue
I wanna not respond to everything if I don t have to
I wanna heal the trauma from my childhood, I m pissed off
I wanna learn to snap less and use Wim Hof
I wanna celebrate myself instead of waitin for others
I wanna be a better friend, better son, better brother
I wanna stop thinkin that I gotta go through hell
To get the credit I desperately need to give to myself
Across the board, I wanna see what my best is (Yeah)
I wanna prove it to myself that I can get this tunnel vision

I ve been (Blinders on, I ve been)
Pridin myself on all of my patience (Patience)
Pridin myself on all of my diligence
Pridin myself on all of my curiosity
I know I ma get far if I work hard (Get far)
Givin shit up that I fuckin love to death (To death)
When we called it quits
I was fuckin mess (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
But I gotta stick to my decision (Yeah, yeah)
Got that tunnel vision, baby