tired

Russ

Tired of dealin with shit I don t wanna deal with
I m tired of dealin with me
Tired that I m makin all of this money
and feelin like none of this comin to me
Tired of feelin confused and not knowin
which way that I m supposed to be goin in life
Tired of lookin around and see everyone else
and it seems that they doin it right

Tired of runnin a mile a minute inside of my head
I m just tryna slow down
Tired of knowin what I should be doin
but doin the opposite, fuckin around
Tired of people just sayin : Whatever, about me
thinkin I m lettin it slide
Tired of havin to be this new version of me
was at peace, when you pussy gon die?

Tired of not regulatin my anger
sayin some shit that I wanna take back
Tired of havin to say that I m sorry
but never be gettin apologies back
Tired of hearin bout slidin on opps
and poppin the Perkys, it s gotta be more
Tired of feelin like everything
that I ve been hearin is worse than the music before

Tired of people blurrin shit out on the internet
not knowin , they jsut assumin
Tired of people who failed at what they wanna do
tryna tell me what I should be doin
Tired of bein at war with the man in the mirror
I m tired of beatin him up
Tired of feelin like my only peace is
when I got a model that s eatin me up

Tired of workin and workin and workin
it s feelin like I always gotta be on
Tired of talkin bout mom with my dad
and I m tired of talkin bout dad with my mom
Tired of feelin like the only shit
that I haven t done is win a Grammy and die
Tired of tellin this woman I m done with her
but she keep tryna pop up in my life

Tired of strugglin bein myself around people I care
that shit is annoyin
Tired of feelin so guilty if I wanna take a sabbatical
for my enjoyment
Tired of feelin like I gotta struggle
or else I m not worthy of any success
Tired of feelin like that to the point
that I give myself work, I m addicted to stress

Tired of feelin like what is the point
when I already won, yeah, I already did it
Tired of not knowin how to hang out
with my friends if I m not makin music or drinkin
Tired of people who don t know a thing bout my come up
just lyin and makin shit up
Tired of havin to deal with these industry people
when I know they all fake as fuck

Tired of companies runnin Monopoly s
lyin and cheatin and riggin the game
Tired of battlin artists who fakin their streams
I m so tired, I might do the same
Tired of self improvin bein corny
but self destruction gets a round of applause
Tired of people who say: Put the guns down
but celebrate murder in all their songs

Tired of wakin up to someone fuckin up
every day, I gotta clean up a mess
Tired of feelin like I can t relax in an interview
I got a puff on my chest
Tired of bein afraid that I m gonna lose everything
tired of bein on edge
Tired of takin responsibility for people s emotions
I said what I said, I m tired

Pss
It s not the emotions that I m tired of to be honest but
I m tired of doin this song so, fuck it