oasis

Russ

I m in my little oasis
Been to a whole lot of places
Nothin like my little oasis
And it feel fuckin amazin
Been livin in my little oasis (Ooh-woah)
Please don t come around tryna change it (Ooh-woah)
I can t let that happen, I made it (Ooh-woah)
Ain t nothin like my little oasis (Ooh-woah)
Ooh-woah, ooh-woah, ooh-woah (Yeah)

Bury my problems in a bottle and a feast
No routine, no obligations, hardly gettin any sleep
This is the dream, right?
Usin random women just to boost my self-esteem, right?
Comfortable, complacent, I can t let go, so I squeeze tight
Hangin on, I m a mess (Mess)
I could ve swore that I was posed
to be goin somewhere, but I forget
I m in a drunken stupor, feel like a fuckin loser
I don t know what I even want, don t see a fuckin future
Feel like I have everything, but I feel nothin
Spent a quarter million dollars
on a car that I don t need just to feel somethin (Yeah)
Still nothin
Well, everything else failed
I might as well try self-destructin
Dress it up though, make it look sexy so I don t notice
That my bein is deterioratin , I m losin focus
At least it s got a multi, multi Platinum sound to it
Get your shit together, yeah, I get around to it

I m in my little oasis
Been to a whole lot of places
Nothin like my little oasis
And it feel fuckin amazin
Been livin in my little oasis (Ooh-woah)
Please don t come around tryna change it (Ooh-woah)
I can t let that happen, I made it (Ooh-woah)
Ain t nothin like my little oasis (Ooh-woah)
Ooh-woah, ooh-woah, ooh-woah

Losin direction by the minute, I m trippin , I m stallin
Feelin like DMX cause lately I m slippin , I m fallin
Fuck it, I m ballin , I ll get back on track tomorrow
I got time, ain t no rush, before you know it
it s tomorrow, damn
Defeated, depleted, don t wanna believe it
Anxiety beatin my ass, I m overeatin
I put on thirty pounds of fat, friends say I m gettin money
If this is rich then take me back to bein broke and bummy
I made an independent fortune and my engines foreign
But my stress is soarin , bootleg pornos off a Reddit forum
Every mornin , that s a copin mechanism
Like the smokin and the drinkin
and I m prone to overthinkin
Need a self soothe (Yeah) , I got some bad habits (Yeah)
Check my account though
it just looks like I m a cash addict (Ha)
I m back at it every day, driftin further away
Go get your shit together, maybe tomorrow, but not today

I m in my little oasis
Been to a whole lot of places
Nothin like my little oasis
And it feel fuckin amazin
Been livin in my little oasis (Ooh-woah)
Please don t come around tryna change it (Ooh-woah)
I can t let that happen, I made it (Ooh-woah)
Ain t nothin like my little oasis (Ooh-woah)
Ooh-woah, ooh-woah, ooh-woah