embrace

Russ

Always pushed you away, oh
But it s you that keeps me sane, oh
Know that I ll be okay
I embrace you knowing you the thing
That s gettin me through

Yeah, this heated floor is made out of my lost marbles
Heard I m getting M s, it s crazy we shopped at Marshall s
I don t like Marvel movies but, shit, it s cool
Cause my self doubt drowned, it s dead, I m in my pool
Tryna get tan, I got my feet up like a keg stand
My mom s wrist looks like a festival, it s 10 bands
I m Rembrandt the way I used to paint the sky
With the Dutch smoke
I smelled like 20 bucks and Dove soap
Now I smell like 7-million-dollar wires
Got so many voices in my head, could start a choir
Workin on accepting the coexistence of good and bad
If I can see the good in me, then I can see the good in Dad
Me and my brother goin through it, I m hurtin
It s hard to empathize and separate behavior from person
So I shame him like my dad did
Tryna celebrate accomplishments while dealing
With some bullshit is the average day of mine
But I m wasting time tryna stop the shit
Cause longing for a life
Without suffering is what causes it
So I acknowledge all of it inside the studio
From losing a best friend to landing a lead movie role
The good, bad, and in between, cheers to all three
They taught me more than any teachers ever taught me
Valdosta state, then a couple months at Kennesaw
I dipped, I live a sweet life
I went and found my Brenda Song
We out in London with Ed Sheeran at Gymkhana
My self-belief s been absolute I used to drink vodka
I m pissed I gotta deal with family drama constantly
Business partners fucking up, my girl wants to talk to me
She said that I was bein rude, I said, Probably
I m goin through a lot, that s no excuse, but I m honestly
Suffocating, spiraling, tryna fix it all
But maybe peace of mind is when you don t resist at all

Always pushed you away, oh
But it s you that keeps me sane, oh
Know that I ll be okay
I embrace you knowing you the thing
That s gettin me through
Always pushed you away, oh
But it s you that keeps me sane, oh
Know that I ll be okay
I embrace you knowing you the thing
That s gettin me through