new years

Rex Orange County

When s it gonna change?
What s the point in making this
when they just stay the same?
Writing things I ve wrote before
Said that I would quit
But I don t think I m sticking to it

My new year s resolution was a weak one
Forgot that shit by feb
I was gonna get shit done
But I had new shit in my head
It came round to march and
I was down and depressed
It was too much for a minute
Was not living at my best
I just stayed in bed for days and
Showers came in April
Feeling like a fool now
I m not looking forward
But when it gets warmer
Gon feel a little better
I may, now it s may

Oh my God, my birthday coming up
I m turning twenty-five
I hope I see twenty-five more years alive
I wanna feel the best that I can feel
And make the most of life
But may came round so fast
I can t believe five months went by