carrera

Rex Orange County

My life s in pandemonium at the moment
Been waiting for the closer
For one thing to be over
Just to move on and be closer
To what I can t remember
It s the life I once was living
Fill your own cup up and sip it
All the optimism s killing
Like a school, just tryna fit in
You try your best, but nothing works
Does it ever move forwards?
No, what s the point?
I think they re taking their time
In the process wasting mine

I was in my prime
But what does it really mean to be in your prime
When you re changing all the time?
I ve been learning how to drive
Julian s beside me losing his patience
Just as I m losing my mind

But I stepped out of the wave that I was feeling
I dreamt of all my freedom
Jumped in my carrera
Then, I realized I was dreaming
Failed my test for speeding
On the same day that I got the news
And I could not believe it
On the phone, they told me it was finally over
6: 30 in the evening
Overwhelmed with closure
A true relief, a long embrace
Long awaiting moment
And I felt so much