is there really no happiness

Porter Robinson

I remember the family PC
There was snow in the hallways, there was blood on my teeth
Growing blind to the butterflies around me
Knowing I d remember it accurately
Like a joke I swear that I wrote
I know I m not alone in wondering
The vertigo of tryna get close
To who I was before remembering

And I want it to be wrong, but it s over and done
Is there really no happiness without this feeling?
Give me a drug, bottle your love
Is there really no happiness without you near me?
It s so

Making love to the memory
You d think I d been chasing the dragon
You d been watching me weep
Saying, Some things are better left remembered
How s that help me?
Well, maybe it s my fault cause I m so nostalgic
The sum of my habits had you sharing my accent
And you re just like me, I feel like I trained you
I ve been trying to change
but I don t know how to change you
Oh, woah
Mm, mm

And I want it to be wrong, but it s over and done
Is there really no happiness without this feeling?
Give me a drug, bottle your love
Is there really no happiness without you near me?
It s so

You know, Porter
Some people die of nostalgia
So you better look out
Just kidding, ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha
Good one