Playlist The Eden Project

the eden project - drugs

'cause I had the best of the worst sides
And I had these lungs
And I had too many flash fires
That I just let them burn

Till my chest is on fire
And my head just won't die
I guess I'm lying 'cause I wanna
I guess I'm lying 'cause I don't
'cause I just feel so tired
Like it's move
or slowly die
You ain't you when you're like this
This ain't you and you know it
But ain't that just the point

You don't know how to let go
Who said this must be all or nothing?
But I'm still caught below
And I'll never let you know
No, I can't tell you nothing

'cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes
But still I could always be
Whatever you wanted
But not what you needed
Especially when you
been needing me
'cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes
And I'll say what I don't mean
Just 'cause I wanted
Or maybe I need it
Swear lying's
the only rush I need

'cause all I needed
was some words to say
That all these feelings
don't mean shit to me
'cause it's all just
chemicals anyway
Anyway, yeah
And I got way to many routes to take
To make this all just go away
And find another heart to break
So heartless with the words I say
Just saying what I'm supposed to say
'cause I had nothing for you
I can't love
when I can't even love myself
Things I would rather
be thoughts
At the back of my head
But I'm addicted to hurting
And I got these lungs
And I spent too many late nights
Thinking a hole in the earth

Till the sky is on fire
And my head still won't die
I guess I'm lying 'cause I want to
I guess I'm lying 'cause I don't
'cause I just feel so tired
Like I need something to come alive
She said you ain't you
when you're like this
This ain't you, what you done?
And I said: that's the point

You don't know how to let go
Who said this must be all or nothing?
But I'm still caught below
And I'll never let you know
No, I can't tell you nothing

'cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes
But still I could always be
Whatever you wanted
But not what you needed
Especially when you
been needing me
'cause I'm a fucking mess inside
And I'll say what I don't mean
Just 'cause I wanted
Or maybe I need it
Swear lying's
the only rush I need

the eden project - after the titanic

In your eyes, I can see the storm coming
And in your eyes, I can see myself
But oh don't fill me now, this love I found
Don't fall away

And in your eyes, I can see a storm coming
In your eyes, I can see myself
But oh don't fill me now, this love I found
Don't fall away

the eden project - again

Does it feel good, that I'm gone again?
Is it enough, that I'm wrong again?

And you, won't know
And you, don't know
That you, took it all
And it falls again but I don't care
And you

And all
We got is slowly fallin
All
I'd just do it all again
And oh
I could be with you if you're callin

And life
Won't get the best of me again
All
We got is slowly fallin
And life
Won't get the best of me again

the eden project - better together

Hey, do you remember the ghosts we use to be?
Asleep since last September, but was it all a dream?
But now it feels like the sun is on our side, side.
But I still feel like I'm always just a step behind you, but.

Oh, if you let me in I could be the one.
Baby, steps, but oh.
If you let me in I could be the one.

'Cus, we're better together.
We're better together.
We're better together.
You and I.
We're better together.
We're better together.
We're better together.
You and I.

Just give me time.
We'll make it if it's right.
I swore I'd never fall again.

Tables turn,
But without mistakes we'll never learn.
And if we just let go we'll learn to love again.

('Cus, We're better together)
I want your everything just give it all don't hold back.
I'll take this whole world on and leave it all in my tracks.
The more you see the less you know I want to forget.
I'll never say die, 'cus I haven't lived yet.

the eden project - billie jean

She was more like a beauty queen from a movie scene
I said don't mind, but what do you mean I am the one
She said I am the one

She told me her name was billie jean, as she caused a scene
Then every head turned with eyes that dreamed of being the one
Who will dance on the floor in the round

And people always told me be careful of what you do
And don't go around breaking young girls' hearts
My mother always told me be careful of who you love
And be careful of what you do because the lie becomes the truth

And billie jean is not my lover
She's just a girl who thinks that I am the one
But the kid is not my son
But the kid is not my son

She thinks that I am the one

For forty days and forty nights
The law was on her side
But who can stand when she's in demand
Her schemes and plans
So take my strong advice, do think twice

She told my baby we'd danced 'til three
Then she looked at me
She showed me a photo of a baby crying
His eyes looked like mine
Go on dance on the floor in the round

And people always told me be careful of what you do
And don't go around breaking young girls' hearts
And she came and stood right by me
Then the smell of sweet perfume
And this happened much too soon
She brought me to her room

And billie jean is not my lover
She's just a girl who thinks that I am the one
But the kid is not my son
But the kid is not my son

She thinks that I am the one

the eden project - catch me if you can

Of course I'm scared
Would I be thinking straight if I wasn't?
Of course I'm scared sometimes
Even if I say it don't faze me
Or if I say I'm not hazy
But drowning isn't so bad
Cos at least you know where you're going
And were all future bound
So I guess that's really the same thing

But I always liked the thought of maybe being a runaway
I could be your lover and you could be my heart ache
I could sing the songs that we used to sing
when we were kids
Maybe that could bring us back
to before we got stuck in this

I want to be like john dillinger
Just try and catch me if you can
And we could drive off in the sunset
Even if it's not the plan
Cos plans are over rated
Cos you never really know where you're going
And the past is always changing
Ain't been gold since I remembered it that way

But I always liked the thought of maybe being a runaway
I could be your lover and you could be my heartache
And I could sing the songs that we used to sing
way back when
The future wasn't everything
and we lived because we loved it then
Oh I'm going back
Catch me if you can

the eden project - chasing ghosts

I just want you
I just want you
The words I never said
But wanted to
I'm losing you
I'm losing you
But these thoughts won't let you go
They keep running back to you
Oh oh oh

Chasing ghosts
Chasing ghosts
Chasing ghosts
Chasing ghosts
I just want you (chasing ghosts)
I just want you (chasing ghosts)
I just want you (chasing ghosts)
(Chasing)
(Chasing)

And now I'm bleeding words
They escape me the recoil, it hurts
And I can't look the other way
I'm chasing starlight
to find it's died away
Breathe it in
It's just now
We're just falling
And we won't always free fall
Back to nothing
Cause' I'm just starting to learn
I've always been chasing ghosts

Only you (chasing ghosts)
I just want you (chasing ghosts)
I just want you (chasing ghosts)
I just want you (chasing ghosts)

Chasing ghosts
Chasing ghosts
Chasing ghosts
Chasing
Chasing

the eden project - circles

If I told you how this story end
Would you change a step you take?
And if I could relive all of my days
Id live them all the same

Cos I'm scared, of all that I dont know
Cos I want it all but all of it aint gold
And I'm scared, but I know its not for long
Cos I'm learning what I shouldve long before

That all we are
Is a light into the darkness
And all we are
Is time thats counting down
And all we are
Is falling through the spaces in between
Endless flight
A lifetime in repeat

But I still find solace
When you say
That you know how I feel
When its wrong
And it aint been right for years

Let go, give these ghosts a new home
Lets burry our past and our fears and all these bones
Lets go, I shouldve seen it long before
Cos this is my life
I will not run in circles
Ending where I start

So hold on to me
Well burn out slowly
And feel our hearts leap
To words we dont mean

Love
Means nothing to me
Cos I dont know what it is
I'm just dying to be
All that ive been dreaming of
And words betray me
Contradict all I stand for
But I'm still learning
Yeah I'm still learning

That all we are
Is a light into the darkness
And all we are
Just time thats counting down
And all we are
Is falling through the spaces in between
Endless flight

Were falling to our knees

the eden project - crush

And honestly, I've been thinking
A bit too much, maybe not enough
And honestly, yeah I've been drinking
Maybe not enough, I still feel too much
I feel this crush
Ooh, I believe I'm falling for your crush
But its not enough
Yeah, I believe some day ill change this life
But not tonight, oh

the eden project - drowning

I think I lost my mind a while ago
Cause' I've been seeing some ghosts
And I'd be lying if I told you I'm fine
But I lie
Yeah, these thoughts I would never speak out loud
I've seen you cry but I've never seen you shout
Like a hurricane, these shots dont ricochet
Sight blurred I'm walkin dazed, girl I'm fucking faded
Or maybe wasted, I cant remember how it happened
Oh I dont know my limits at all
I'm sinking down into my thoughts
Oh my God

But so what if I drank too much
This aint love, its just a firefight
And even if its not enough
Ill say it once I swear I never lied
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
You'll ever bring me down
Girl you know I'm drowning
And I keep goin down
But I'll swear that I'm not, I'm not, I'm not

It's friendly fire and sunlight
The aftermath of one too many
Words I said, when I should've said nothing at all
At all
I gotta stop overthinking
And missing
What could have been
You were never even really here
And still we're spinning
Just liars and cheaters
Right back where we started
But it don't get easier
I am drowning
In liquor and apathy
Will be the death of me

But so what if I drank too much
This aint love, its just a firefight
And even if its not enough
I'll say it once I swear I never lied
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
You'll ever bring me down

the eden project - fumes

The morning light shines a lifeline
Escape is what I need
I should've listened last night, girl
This is beyond belief
That we keep falling for the lure of liquid confidence and lies
And we skydive from walls we build
Dying just to feel alive
On the way down screaming

If all we have is time then we'll be alright
It's not much but it's better than nothing
We're running on fumes but we'll make it through the night
It's not love but it's better than dreaming

Oh I'm on fire
There's a burning in my bones and in my eyes
These dreams are taking hold and I just need time, need time

Boy, you are in a hurry
If you were lookin' at what I'm lookin' at
You'd be in a hurry too

If all we have is time then we'll be alright
It's not much but it's better than nothing
We're running on fumes but we'll make it through the night
It's not love but it's better than dreaming

If all we have is time then we'll be alright
It's not much but it's better than nothing
We're running on fumes but we'll make it through the night
It's not love but it's better than dreaming

the eden project - gone

Its arguments at crossroads
No I dont drive slow but its better
Than not moving at all
And you could let the top blow
Or just see it how it is cos it aint long
Until there's nothing at all
And I saw you flip
Got your end game wrapped around
Your trigger fingers fingertip
But if you pull it I'm gone
So just breath it, breath in

Cos if you're not looking then you're never gonna find it
And if were not trying then were never gonna fly this
But you dont have to say it
Cos I'm leaving here
Yeah I'm leaving here
Yeah I'm leaving here right now
And this world is screaming out
So far from here
No I dont know where I'm going but I know I'm gone

So just breath it, breath it, breath in
Cos if you're not looking then you're never gonna find it
And if were not trying then we're never gonna fly this
But you dont have to say it
Cos I'm leaving here right now I cant just let this go
And though it's hard ill find my way back home

Cos I'm leaving here
Yeah I'm leaving here
Yeah I'm leaving here right now
And this world is screaming out
So far from here
No I dont know where I'm going but I know I'm gone

the eden project - gravity

I wanted you to be the last thing on my mind
I wanted you to be the reason I close my eyes
But I cant sleep
And oh God I wanted to be your high
But everything I said it went unheard
And everything you saw with eyes straight blurred
Became our downfall
Cos you say I drink and I smoke and I talk too much
But I know you lied when you said
that you just gotta go and save yourself
So hear me out
You know everybody talks girl
And it means nothing till you let it
But if you keep second guessing
then theres only gonna be one end

But you can leave if you really want to
And you can run if you feel you have to
And ill be fine if you ever ask me
I know its hard, but no one said it's easy
Fallings easy
But theres only one way up

So I been thinking that I think too much
And I cant sleep but I can dream of us
And ive been seeing shit like horror cuts
Its burning down, I gotta drown this out
And you said you need me to let this go
Buts its who I am or am I just losing it
Cos you said jump and I went first
but fallings always been my downfall

And you say I drink and I smoke and I talk too much
But I know you lied when you said that you just had enough and save yourself
So hear me out
You know everybody talks girl
And it means nothing till you let it
And if you keep second guessing
then there's only gonna be one end

But you can leave if you really want to
And you can run if you feel you have to
And I can drink if I feel I have to
I know its hard, but I cant feel like I used to
Like I used to
Cos I used to defy gravity
Defy gravity
Goodbyes keep dragging me
Down
And I'm fighting gravity
Defying gravity
I tried but I keep falling
Cos fallings easy
But it only brings you down

the eden project - i am

Don't look down, keep following my voice
It's all around, the consequence of my choice
And oh please don't go, I won't forget you

I don't have time for
Got no time to play God
While you were wishing for romance
I was wishing it's over

And I'm wishing I told you
And I'm wishing I'd found her
And now you're hoping for closure
And I am, I am, I am, I am a coward

We will all fall
And they will all talk
And it's all my fault
And I am, I am, I am, I am a coward

And we will all fall
And they will all talk
And it's all my fault
And I am, I am, I am, I am a coward

We will all fall
And they will all talk
And it's all my fault
And I am, I am, I am, I am a liar

Hold your breath, but I can't take it
Hold you heart, but I can't break it
I guess it's cold, but I've been sold
That's easier, you know, you just let go

And I, I've never let you know
But I, I can't lose myself to let you go
And just leave it all behind
Cause we all pretend I'm sorry
We can almost get on just fine

Falling slowly, the sky's are above me
And scattered hope has found their way to me
You know what I forgot, and I know just who I'm not
And I won't, I won't, I won't be who you want me to be

And we will both fall
And they will all talk
And it's all my fault
And I am, I am, I am, I am a coward

There would be loss
And no one could've saved us
And that it's all my fault
But I am, I am, I am, I am a hero

We will both fall
And they will all talk
And it's all my fault
But I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I am not sorry

the eden project - interlude

I'll say it once for the bayside
I come alive when the light dies
Overcast but were inside
Eyes wide
Lied twice
My advice dont mean shit tonight
Cos I've been driving though I cant see shit
And I've been lying through my teeth just to get the feeling right
And feel alright
So girl just turn the lights down

And too many times I've been caught up when I know better
So I push it back down cos I never want to let out
That I've been dying since I saw you were gone
Forget me cos I ain't waiting for no one

And I've been trying to dig my way out of the ocean
And punch a hole in the sky
And flood the light through to midnight
And I dont know where you're going
You can't expect the past to repeat with the ending changed
So don't forget where you came from
And we are never alone
Drops making waves in the ocean

the eden project