Playlist Teen Suicide

teen suicide - bright blue pickup truck

IÂ?m in the shallow dark water again
Three movies a day in bed
IÂ? love it if you picked me up
In your new bright blue pickup truck

Afraid of the way my hands move
I think might quit my job
Luke's coming by after work
And he's bringing some friends along
It's a bright blue, it's a bright blue
It's a bright blue miracle
It's a bright blue, it's a bright blue
It's a bright blue miracle

teen suicide - cop graveyard

They said I was fucked in the head
And dragged me out of my house
Later on, on the way to your school
Left my body on the side of the road

And now you've come back into my life
It's like all the dreams I had
Have come true
I fell asleep in my car one night
And never woke up, never woke up

You said I was fucked in the head
I'll never leave my bed again
I'm not made for this life I have
I never meant to hurt anyone

teen suicide - everything is going to hell

Everything I like is going to hell
And everyone I like is living in hell
I've got no use for friends
Only connections
Give me what I want and leave me alone
And in five years from now I'll be living in hell
In ten years from now I might as well be dead
When I wake up at night I am floating above
The sheets on my bed
I've got no use for time
I've got enough
Give me what I want and leave me alone

teen suicide - falling in love

I got out of my car
I could have fallen down in the yard
And looked up at the stars
But I don't like stars

And I don't know where you are
And all I ever knew about falling in love
Was wrong

I went inside
And fell down on my bed
I could have hit my head
On a million different things

But it's not my time to die
And all I ever knew about falling in love
Was wrong

teen suicide - haunt me

I wanna be haunted
I wanna be loved
I want a lot of friends and
A lot of drugs
I wanna be haunted
I won't leave my bed
I won't go crazy and
I won't get sad
So haunt me haunt me haunt me oo

teen suicide - if i don 039 t see you before you leave

I can't find the book I'm reading
I don't know where I set it down
Then I remember that you took it
When you left & moved out
Hi love, it's been a while
Since we were here

Mick foley, tietam brown
One dvd, 1000 clowns
A roll of quarters, xanax bars
One envelope, four hundred dollars
Hi love, it's been a while
Since we were here

If I don't see you before you leave
Take care of yourself for me
My mom told me to say hi
She doesn't care you're getting high
Hi love, it's been a while
Since you were here

teen suicide - lonely boy goes to a rave

All his friends are hanging out
Doing stuff without him now
No girlfriend he's alone

Feeling sad feeling down
Lonely boy has a plan
To take some drugs
To make new friends

Go to a rave where he can be
Surrounded by the
People he wants to be

teen suicide - salvia plath

You said you hate yourself
So let me feed you strawberries
Off a plate I bought from a widow
Who was selling her husbands things
And we'll see if you still hate yourself

If you still hate yourself I'll eat you out
For an hour in your room cause I love giving head
If you still hate yourself we'll cut ourselves
And swallow chunks of broken glass
I don't care about finishing college

I'll buy the biggest tv
that my credit card
Allows me we'll watch the food network
for the rest of our lives

teen suicide - the same things happening to me all the time even

I have dreamt about what it's like to die
And I saw myself becoming shadows again
Just like I did when I was a kid
I saw my bones crack open
And all the things I've been hiding from you spill out
All the secrets that I never thought I'd tell anyone about
I am warm and I am bored
And I am drifting through this place
It's no better or worse than anything else
That's ever happened to me
But I wish that I'd never met a lot of the people that I've met
Not because I don't like them
But because I only let them down
And when you disappoint everyone all the time
It's hard not to want to die
Constantly I feel this weird and shameful feeling
Like im being watched by a thousand glowing
Vengeful eyes
Behind one way mirrors in public bathrooms
And in metro cars
And everywhere I go I know I'm not welcome

teen suicide - the stomach of the earth

Will I rest my head in heaven
will I sleep in the stomach of the earth?
I'm not afraid of what might happen
getting dressed for work
I'm crying through my haircut
deep in the stomach of the earth
a quiet day, I show up drunk
to the Bank of America
the viciousness of the glee club
was legendary
the kind of thing you tell stories of
for the next few centuries
I watched the beauty of the world condensed
tipping too much on a twenty dollar check

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teen suicide - violets

1, 2, 3, 4

I dream about being with you
While you're doing the laundry
In the shade of an oak tree
You see right through me

Someone calls me a liar
But I'm covered in violets
You mean the world to me
Don't ever let them tell you different

teen suicide - we found two dead swans and filled their bodies wi

I don't want to go to sleep
And I don't want to dream
On a table or on the floor
In a car outside at night in the snow
Waking up in someone else's bed
Something tells me I'm losing my head
I don't want to leave
Just dye my hair and sleep
The world is ending in my dreams
Every week for the last few years
When it really ends
they'll fill my body with flames
You and I will be a household name

teen suicide - doing all the things i used to do with people pt

Stay in bed
Sometimes turning to my right
Until I close my eyes
This is not a song about sleep or death
It's about something much smaller and paler than that
I'm not going to show it to my friends

'Cause when I came home
I'd lost thirty something pounds
I didn't leave my bed
I threw up in a bathroom in baltimore
Before dancing with a girl
I'll probably never talk to again
We won't be friends

And I won't be nice to anyone
Because I don't see why I should
I don't see the point
I won't get clean for the rest of my life
I won't be nice

teen suicide - dragged around the law

I'm dragging stars in my jaw
The melancholy song
Put the movie on
Headlights through the fog
In love with the sound of your voice
Here comes the fucking bliss
Call me on the phone
I'm waiting here alone
The melancholy song
Dragged around the lawn
I'm dragging dead stars in my jaw
The melancholy song

teen suicide - faith

So what is faith to you
And is it true?
Just by saying the word
And calling your name
I'm here with you

teen suicide