Playlist Stemm

stemm - face the pain

TIME to end this suffering i need a minute to myself
(so i can drift away)
You will never get to me what cant be done ill do myself
(so i can slip away)

Watch you rise watch you fall Watch you loosing control,
Watch to rise watch you fall NOW IM ABOUT TO BREAK

Watch you rise watch you fall Watch you loosing control,
Watch you rise watch you fall NOW IM ABOUT TO BREAK

FACE THE PAIN no escape when you step to this,Face the pain no
escape when you step to this FACE THE PAIN FACE THE PAIN ripping
me into pieces

FACE THE PAIN no escape when you step to this,Face the pain no
escape when you step to this FACE THE PAIN FACE THE PAIN ripping
me into pieces

face this fear infront of me i see the image of myself
(so i can drift away)

My blood runs deep inside of me, a soliders unrepanting self
(so i can slip away)

Watch you rise watch you fall Watch you loosing control, Watch
you rise watch you fall Now IM ABOUT TO BREAK

Watch you rise watch you fall Watch you loosing control, Watch
you rise watch you fall Now IM ABOUT TO BREAK

FACE THE PAIN no escape when you step to this,Face the pain no
escape when you step to this FACE THE PAIN FACE THE PAIN ripping
me into pieces

FACE THE PAIN no escape when you step to this,Face the pain no
escape when you step to this FACE THE PAIN FACE THE PAIN ripping
me into pieces

(watch you rise watch you fall) WATCH YOUR RISE WATCH YOU FALL
(watch you loosing control)WATCH YOU LOOSE IN CONTROL
(watch you rise watch you fall) WATCH YOUR RISE WATCH YOU FALL

Now im about to B-R-E-A-K B-R-E-A-K
Now im about to break

FACE THE PAIN no escape when you step to this,Face the pain no
escape when you step to this FACE THE PAIN FACE THE PAIN ripping
me into pieces

FACE THE PAIN no escape when you step to this,Face the pain no
escape when you step to this FACE THE PAIN FACE THE PAIN ripping
me into pieces

RIP-PING-ME- INTO PIECES
RIP-PING-ME- INTO PIECES

-

by nica #)

stemm - fallen

Locked away, in my mind, and there you stay
You are the one, the only one, left to betray
Feels like I'm dying, from the walk away
You break my heart, and run away

Never again!
You'll never get the best of us! (x4)
It's falling down on me again
Knock me down so many times,
This time I'll get back off of my
I'm crawling on my kness again,
Still you walk away

Still there, in my mind, just won't go away
I try to think straight, but I can't escape
Feels like I'm scarred, from the walk away
You're gone, you took all and (left us dying/let us down)

Never again!
You'll never get the best of us! (x4)
It's falling down on me again
Knock me down so many times,
This time I'll get back off of my
I'm crawling on my kness again,
Still you walk away (still you walk away)

Beaten down to the soil, I'll get back on my feet
I'll stay down warming up, until I find my strength
There's something insdie, it just won't let me give in
And everytime I try, it just won't let me quit

Never again!
You'll never get the best of us! (x4)
(falling [x3])
It's falling down on me again
Knock me down so many times,
This time I'll get back off of my
I'm crawling on my kness again,
Still you walk away (and still you walk away [x2])

stemm - holding on

Holding On.....
I'll crack the sky with my screams. My frustration Breaking everything.
I embraced you. And I erased you. Lies defaced you.
I wanna get on with my life.....
They'll take everything Falling Falling Falling Further from my.
Life....See what you did for me. Holding Holding Holding on to what is left.

Suddenly I don't need you anymore.
Suddenly I don't need you anymore.

Your in the fight of your life. But things aren't as bad as it seems.
I embraced you. Your eyes have shamed you. I erase you.
Its time to get on with my life...
They'll take everything Falling Falling Falling Further from my.
Life....See what you did for me. Holding Holding Holding on to what is left.

Suddenly I don't need you anymore.
Suddenly I don't need you anymore.

And all the times you said you were there for me.
Stood up to back my life.. Got up again to fight
Blinded by the lies, left for all to see.
Stripped down, start to fight. I can't erase these lines.
I denied, I denied and I defied the last thing you said to me.

Suddenly I don't need you anymore.
Suddenly I don't need. I don't need you anymore.

Holding Hold..ing Holding Hold..ing Holding Hold...ing Holding On.

stemm - house of cards

Don't wanna talk about yesterday
Wiht all of these thorns in my side
Old devil with a new conspiracy
With no place for him hide

Freeze frame! Can Somebody tell me
Is there no more loyalty?
Hands Break...But you should have known by now
That there's a price, for slowing us down

There's nothing left to save
Nothing left to save to start again

When all I needed was one night...of sanctuary
And pray you'd turn your wrongs to right
Your sleight of hand made your
House of cards fall down

So now you're swinging from the mercy tree
The blinders ripped from your eyes
I saw you coming from miles away
Your bark was worse than your bite

Freeze frame! Can Somebody tell me
Is there no more loyalty?
Hands Break...But you should have known by now
That there's a price, for slowing us down

There's nothing left to save
Nothing left to save to start again

When all I needed was one night...of sanctuary
And pray you'd turn your wrongs to right
Your sleight of hand made your
House of cards fall down

FALLING DOWN!
FALLING DOWN!
FALLING DOWN!

Do you know where you're going?
When there's no one to drive to home?
I've grown tired of waiting
When your excuses are all for show
There's no light up the road...
When you trade your highs for lows
I feel the sunlight shining
But your as cold as the day is long

When all I needed was one night...of sanctuary
And pray you'd turn your wrongs to right
You were never there...when I needed...when I needed...
A friend to save me
I played the hand you dealt now I'm standing on much higher grounds as your...
House of cards fall down

stemm - inside

INSIDE

"I can't live my life the way you want me to.
Thoughts fall away everyday from the truth, but the truth of the matter is I can't be like you.

Tearing away at everything I do.
You think you know me but you won't even hear me. nothing compares to the way that I feel.

LOOK - look at the way that I feel,
FEEL - the pain inside you instill
STILL - every single move that I make, your words are like daggers they shatter my existence

LOOK - look at the way that I feel,
FEEL - the pain inside you instill
STILL - every single move that I make, your words are like daggers they shatter my existence

Defy the time you tried to strip me of my wings,
and draw the line through all that I believe

I remember everything that you said..
The tears I hide they make me die inside, a verbal knife to the life & the dreams I possess

I can forgive but i will never forget,
the love you showed me, nothing but a show to see, nothing compares to the waythat I feel.

LOOK - look at the way that I feel,
FEEL - the pain inside you instill
STILL - every single move that I make, your words are like daggers they shatter my existence

LOOK - look at the way that I feel,
FEEL - the pain inside you instill
STILL - talking to me like you own me, but don't breath, god forbid you miss something.

Defy the time you tried to strip me of my wings,
and draw the line through all that I believe
If I could see the light, & wipe away this pain, I'd shine so bright through what's few and far between...

INSIDE - I see what's inside of you....

Defy the time you tried to strip me of my wings,
and draw the line through all that I believe
If I could see the light, & wipe away this pain, I'd shine so bright through what's few and far between...

INSIDE - I see what's inside of you...."

stemm - 13 years

I feel like I'm slipping away....

I remember the days when I'd lay and cry,
there was all this pain I used to wonder why
I was trapped in this and left to die.

feeling so alone

I sit back and relive my life
and all the times that I'd beg to die.
Of all these things I remember I was...

feeling so alone

But now I'm feeling stronger, since I found you.

I'd grab the pin and take my flight,
and you were there just to hold me tight.
All those times I'd just lose my mind...

feeling so alone

I can't repay all the things you've done,
for the darkest nights when you were my sun,
because of you I no longer run.

feeling so alone
But now I'm feeling stronger, since I found you.

21 years pass am I still lost?
13 years passed with no remorse...I feel like I'm slipping away....
My blood boils through my eyes,
your blood stains my hands.
I could not control the urge to end you.
I could have killed, I should have killed you!
Erase my mind, all the years of hell
you put me through.

feeling so alone
But now I'm feeling stronger, since I found you.
I feel like I'm slipping away....

stemm - bum rushed

You want a piece of this
You want a piece of this
You want a piece of this
You don't want none of this
You want a piece of this
You want a piece of this
You want a piece of this
You don't want none of this
So you say you want to step in the ring with me
Uh uh no way believe me when I say
The only punch you got is Kool-Aid
Fists are flyin I know your cryin
My words are sharp I ripped your chest apart
Cut deep down to your heart
You fall apart and now your dyin
When you look up I'm the last man standin Handin be reprimanding
You tryin to come threw on me Can't you see
There he goes there he goes there goes another one
That stepped up down with the quickness
Today is tomorrow
You worried about yesterday
Not a day goes by
You think of me
Tears fall from your eyes
Cause you can't see me
Give a snap give a slap Yo it's a trap
Get'em of my back as I grab my bat
Yes ya'll Skungks got my back
They'll hold'em down I'll hang'em like my nut sac
They say hold me down but they can't hold me down
Cause I don't fuck around and I ain't no fuckin clown
Don't try it you don't phase me
Like Nas I'm half man half amazin crazy that's me insane
And Yo you betta see and Yo you betta believe
I can't believe anything you say
So go ahead and say it cause you'll say it any way
Today is tomorrow
You worried about yesterday
Not a day goes by
You think of me
Tears fall from your eyes
Cause you can't see me
Crawlin from the corner try and get away
You're not getting far cause I'm in the way
Open your eyes you little punk bitch
Guess whose next time for the next
I release my fist as I blast on you sucka
Don't try again you stupid motha fucka
I left your heart lien on the floor
As I kicked your ass like a little whore
You want a piece of this
You want a piece of this
You want a piece of this
You don't want none of this
Today is tomorrow
You worried about yesterday
Not a day goes by
You think of me
Tears fall from your eyes
Cause you can't see me

stemm - burn

I'm not afraid
Shove in it (3x)
I'll set it off
Shove in it (3x)
I'm in your face
Shove in it (3x)
I'll set it off
Shove in it (3x)
I'm not afraid
Shove in it (3x)
I'll set it off
Shove in it (3x)
I'm in your face
Shove in it (3x)
I'll set it off
Shove in it (3x)
Set it off
Drop this it's time to get this out I'll say what I say and I say it with out shame
Not for a second did you leave me in doubt
I suggest you get the fuck out before we take you down
You think you've got answers inside that head of yours
Talkin shit about whats mine is mine is yours
I got news for you don't want to think it threw
The fear in you will hurt not protect you
The fear in you will hurt not protect you
Burn inside I can't take anymore
Burn inside I can't take anymore
Your no good (repeat 4x)
So what you want a piece of this
You say what you say cause your livin in shame
Shame ain't nothin but the game that you play
You ain't shit and you can't fuck wit dis
Many times I been beatin down
Can't stand can't feel can't breath any more
And I need some air I can't see so clear
Lookin threw that brookin mirror
And the dust ain't getting any clearer
Burn inside I can't take anymore
Burn inside I can't take anymore
Your no good (repeat 6x)
I'm not afraid
Shove in it (3x)
I'll set it off
Shove in it (3x)
I'm in your face
Shove in it (3x)
I'll set it off
I'm not afraid
Shove in it (3x)
I'll set it off
Shove in it (3x)
I'm in your face
Shove in it (3x)
I'll set it off
Shove in it (3x)
I'll set it off (repeat 7x)

stemm - down

Day after day it's the same
Tired of playin these games
Reaching out for something true
Questioning all that I do
Gotta get back gotta get back
Neva be the same cause I cover my tracks
The name of the game feelin the pain
Look into my eyes and you'll see no pain
Giving it right back to you
Everything you put me through
I can't breath/will some one save me
Suffocate/my body's weaking
I can't breath/get out before its too late (chorus)
You know it's pulling me down
Why do I feel so alone
So close yet so far from home
One thing I know I believe
All wounds heal after they bleed
Seein this through seein this through
Your comin down on me well I'm comin down on you
Neva look away Neva look away
Cause once I see you slip your outta my way
Understand one thing I say
Never let this get away from me
Chorus
You know it's pullin me down (4x)
You know it's pullin me down
Down down down
You know it's pullin me down
Down down down
Neva give up Neva give up
Neva turn a way cause I'll be fuckin you up (2x)
The two vrs. (Hip-hop parts)
Chorus

stemm - monster

Just make this go away.
There's nothing left inside for you to take.

I can't believe I'm all by myself
ripping away all that remains,
pieces of me, they just fall away.

As I fall, further away from myself
I seek the days that escape me.
I choke on the ones I'm left with
the monster's building inside me.

And I hate the way I feel.
I pray THE wounds will heal.
Before the darkness,
how long will this last?

I try - with every waking moment of my life
as I waste away
To hide - the monster that is building up inside
the scars in me
So blind - pins and needles buried in my eyes
whats left of me
Goodbye - to everything thats chasing me

Look into my eyes, do you see yourself?
The reflection I see everyday.
I'd bury my hate, but the pain is killing me.

As I look in the mirror to see my face clearer,
reflections of shame staring back at me.
I choke on my wretchedness,
the monster builds up inside me.

And I hate the way I feel.
I pray THE wounds will heal.
Before the darkness,
how long will this last?

I try - with every waking moment of my life
as I waste away
To hide - the monster that is building up inside
the scars in me
So blind - pins and needles buried in my eyes
whats left of me
Goodbye - to everything thats chasing me

So blind - now I know how you make me feel.
So tired - everything I know is crushing me,
and I know that you can not trust in me.
Now I know how you make me feel.

stemm - numb

You can't give back the things you have taken.
All the lies, all the word, you're breaking.
Your crooked smiles, your deceiving eyes.
You treat the tears with smiles and then with lies.

I believe
I suffer to know you
Was it going to be something more?
The one thing i adore
Your warm juice
The one that i still feel
And when you finaly wake from the light
And see it for all that it is worth
By the time you realize it's a scam
Thats all, so worry as we burn
You pay with your life

You left me here as i fall apart
You stripped me of everything that i love
Lost in your embrace as you tear through my heart
Now you'v got everything that i love
I love
I love
I love

What will it take to end this
Why can't i stop this madness
I thaught it could have been something more?
The one thing i adore
Your warm juice
You're nothing but sickness and stink
But by the time you open your eyes
And all your truths have turned to lies
For all the bullshit inside your head
Its all so simple, you're already fucking dead
You pay with your life

You left me here as i fall apart
You stripped me of everything that i love
Lost in your embrace as you tear through my heart
Now you'v got everything that i love

These aching pains
That hunger in my viens
The voices in my head
Im never going back
Never going back
Never going back
Never going back
Back
Back
Im never going back

You left me here as i fall apart
You stripped me of everything that i love
Lost in your embrace as you tear through my heart
Now i have nothing, i have nothing
Im drifting away while you tear through my heart
Now you'v got everything that i love
I love
I love
I love
Im never going back
Never going back
Never going back
Never going back

stemm - out of context

Go! Go! Go! Go!
On your marks ready set go
Get into the flow
Ready set go
Get into the flow
Ready set go
Get into the low
Ready set set set set go!
Just open your mind for one time let it ride
You gotta get up before it all goes by
Open your mind let your thoughts unwind
We live to win cuz if we lose then we die
I'm walkin a tight rope neva see me choke
Ya best step back cause I'm goin for the throat
When I hit your gonna here bells ring
Then you realize this ain't no game
I said it before and I'll say it again
I'm commin like a heart attack my pistol's my pen
So get up get out and do somthin
How you gonna live if you don't even try
So get up get out and do somthin
When you realize I'm right by your side
So get up get up get out
So get up get up get out
So get up get up get out
So get up get up get out
So get up get up get out
Out of context out of reason
I can't believe there's no explanation
Out of context out of reason
I won't give in to this sensation
Some will take their marks kid I will leave mine
You hand it down to me kid it will be mine
Next in line there's nothin to see
So turn around what will be will be
Let me see how the day goes
Oh my god listen to the flow
How I flow nobody knows
The reason why I don't know
So get up get out and do somethin
How you gonna live if you don't even try
So get up get out and do somethin
When you realize I'm right by your side
So get up get up get out
So get up get up get out
So get up get up get out
Out of context out of reason
I can't believe there's no explanation
Out of context out of reason
I won't give in to this sensation
Here we go! here we go yo!
Go!
Out of context out of reason
I can't believe there's no explanation
Out of context out of reason
I won't give in to this sensation
Ready set go get into the flow

stemm - part of each

You and I
Never see
Eye to eye
Together we will be
Only if
we see
what it means
to be a part of each
(Chorus)
Other
Break it down we need each
Other
How many times do we have to bleed
Till we
See
What we
Need
How come we're so blind
That we won't change our mind
How many times
Do we have to bleed
Till we see
What we need
Why can't we
Just believe
In our selves
Together we will be
Only then
We will see
What it means
To be a part of each
(Chorus)
(Middle)
How many times do we have to bleed 2x
How many times2x
How many times do we have to bleed
Till we
See
What we need
How many times
Do we have to bleed
Till we see
What we need

stemm - perfect

What the fuck is my name
There's no shame in my game
I reached out to you
But all you could do turn away
I'm not goin away
I'm goin for self so fuck everyone else
Still the same
I'm lookin your way
You show me no love
Just because you're afraid
What happened to us
Dead to me
What about your life
What about your soul
You preached but didn't practice
Fuckin liar
Now you tried to turn that shit on me
That's fuckin bullshit
Talkin shit behind our backs you know that shit is whack
And I smell fear
(Chorus)
It's fuckin perfect
Perfect
Perfect
Perfect
Did you do it for you
Or did you do it for me
I look around I can't trust anyone that I see
And now your ears bleed
You get nothin from me
But the ground on the bottom you feed
You have nothin I need
Worthless and weak
Yet you march to the beat of this drum
Fair weather friend
Dead to me
I have no respect
For some jealous reject
You preached but didn't practice
Fuckin liar
Now you tried to turn that shit on me
That's fuckin bullshit
Talkin shit behind our backs you know that shit is whack
And I smell fear
It's fuckin perfect
Perfect
Perfect
Perfect
Perfect
We're back in full effect
Perfect
We're back in full effect
Perfect
We're back in full effect
Perfect
Dead to me
Dead to me
Dead
To
Me
What the fuck did you say
Still lookin my way
This is it now
You don't have to wait for the call
Was it worth it at all
The lies that you spread
Should have left you for dead
Now you're gone
Didn't take you that long
To dig your way out just to say
Was it worth it at all
No I won't drop the ball
Dead to me
Perfect
Perfect
Perfect
Perfect
Perfect
Perfect
Perfect
This is perfect

stemm - please

Jump up jump up to get beat down
Jump up jump up to get beat down
No sleep don't even blink your eyes
Gonna make you realize
How quick this clock is tickin its sicknin
Don't even try and run
I gotcha under the gun
And this time I ain't fakin
So whatcha gonna do when I drop this hamma
Scatta splatta yeah what's the matta
Bruised and battered torn and tattered
This shits for real and its mine for the takin
YEAH
I'm still on my feet and you can't defeat me
Breakin all the rules schoolin all the fools
Calm like a bomb blaow
You know I just hit the room
Jump up jump up to get beat down
Jump up jump up to get beat down
You'll never see me those looks run right through me
Please lord please watch over me
I will never be a part of thee
How come you will never see
What it means
It's apart of me (Chorus)
Back to the story above of no love
I'm callin all of you out
Gonna show you what its all about
You look at me like I'm some kinda demon seed
But you're comin back for more just to see me
So what you gonna do what you gonna say
When I'm comin down on you
Like a thousand pounds of hate
Its not where you?re from it's where you're at
Cuz where I'm from I neva ran with a gat
YEAH
This is to all of those who turned
There back on me for who I am
I hate the things you say
That makes me feel this way
And now it's time to pay
For the shit you say
(Chorus)
Break it down, down
Break it down, down
Let a man be a man who he wants to be
From Manson to Willie D. it's no mystery
That's the way it's gotta be
Take a look at me
What you see is what you get
So now don't forget
I told you once before
I'll throw you to the floor
Stick it in your back door
Down to the core
You'll be screamin more
I'll kick you out the door
Don't come around here
Not any more
You'll neva see me
Those looks run right through me
You'll neva feel me
What it means it's apart of me
(2nd verse)
(Chorus)

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