Playlist M@d

m@d - its name is

m@d - party people

m@d - respect

m@d - the concert

m@d - i wish

m@d - that friend

I guess I'm a ghost
Alone and my friends and I aren't close
Cause' they think I'm a burden so I don't let my feelings show
They forgot when it was my birthday
At least the tears in my cake were gourmet

I'm tired of being last pick
Treated like a side chick
A background character for all of my life
Well I guess I'm that friend and my friends
Just pretend that I'm somebody that they like

I guess I'm that friend
The one that hangs with the group
That ain't close enough to anyone to have someone to talk to
I got friends but I'm still lonely
If we played the quiet game I'd win all the trophies

I guess I just exist
I'm not missed no one seems to even notice
That I'm listening I got feelings and I ain't very outspoken
They forgot to invite me to the party
Got a text like: We forgot you we're sorry

I'm tired of being last pick
Treated like a side chick
A background character for all of my life
Well I guess I'm that friend and my friends
Just pretend that I'm somebody that they like

I don't wanna be a door mat
Not someone you can step on
Just hear me out before I leave
Don't wanna be invisible
This friendship is so miserable
I'm someone you don't want or need

I'm tired of being last pick
Treated like a side chick
A background character for all of my life
Well I guess I'm that friend and my friends
Just pretend that I'm somebody that they like

I'm tired of being last pick
Treated like a side chick
A background character for all of my life
Well I guess I'm that friend and my friends
Just pretend that I'm somebody that they like

m@d - stupid games

But a boy can dream his heart away
That he'll find a boy who swings his way

Sometimes I wish that I was straight
I wouldn't have to play these stupid games
Like analyzing the way he talks
Does he watch football or watch Ru Paul?

What I really guess I'm trying to say
Is would you like to be my date?

Or are you straight?
Is my gaydar broken?
Am I too late?
Is your schedule open?

I met a guy who makes me blush
Don't wanna be a fool and rush
Cause' I'm scared to ask if he's gay or bi
Or pan or basically into guys

But a boy can dream his heart away
That he'll find that perfect match someday

Why are all the guys I like all straight?
I'll never have that perfect movie date
I wanna meet him in a coffee shop
Or kiss in the rain at 12 o' clock

What I really guess I'm trying to say is
Am I someone you would date?

Or are you straight?
Is my gaydar broken?
Am I okay?
Just got my heart stolen