maggie lindemann - intro welcome in
Ooh, ah-ah
Ooh, ah-ah
Ooh
I fell into a distraction
One minute 'til it comes crashin' down
Need more than just satisfaction
Satisfaction
It's not your fault
I'm better on my own
I'm not the girl you knew
Not tryna break your heart
Sometimes good things fall apart
Yeah, you don't feel like home
Like something I've outgrown
Think I'm better on my own
Maybe I'm better off alone
Really wanna get away
Think I need to take some space
And I feel so suffocated
Feel the same like every day
Conversations on replay
I just need to take a break
Take a break, take a break
I fell into a distraction
One minute 'til it comes crashin' down
Need more than just satisfaction
Satisfaction
It's not your fault
I'm better on my own
I'm not the girl you knew
Not tryna break your heart
Sometimes good things fall apart
Yeah, you don't feel like home
Like something I've outgrown
Think I'm better on my own
Maybe I'm better off alone
I fell into a distraction
One minute 'til it comes crashin'
Need more than just satisfaction
It's not your fault
I'm better on my own
I'm not the girl you knew
Not tryna break your heart
Sometimes good things fall apart
Yeah, you don't feel like home
Like something I've outgrown
Think I'm better on my own
Maybe I'm better off alone
I miss those late nights
Just you and I up in my bedroom 'til sunrise
Could spend the whole night talking to you
Even if I was the only one talking
They busted the door
They don't see you at all
It don't mean you ain't there
'Cause I know that you are, swear it's true
They said that I was the only one talking
White jacket, white pills
Told me I would feel better
But now, you ain't here
Will I ever feel better?
'Cause if you're only in my head
I don't wanna get out of it
I'm all by myself (all by myself)
Where did all my friends go?
I miss you like hell (miss you like hell)
I know you'll be back though
They say that I'm crazy
They took you away
Now I'm all by myself
Where did all my friends go?
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Where did all my friends go?
Nobody gets me the way that you get me
They just keep on saying you're imaginary
Not true (that's not true)
I can't imagine my life without you
White jacket, white pills
Told me I would feel better
But now, you ain't here
Will I ever feel better?
'Cause if you're only in my head
I don't wanna get out of it
I'm all by myself (I'm all by myself)
Where did all my friends go?
I miss you like hell (I miss you like hell)
I know you'll be back though (come back though)
They say that I'm crazy
They took you away
Now I'm all by myself
Where did all my friends go?
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
(Oh, where did they go?)
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
(I'm all by myself, I'm all by myself)
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
(I'm all by myself, I'm all by myself)
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
(Ooh, I'm all by myself)
Where did all my friends go?
Gaslight
Joy ride
Landslide
Fuck life
Twist the knife
Broken heart and paralyzed
Gaslight
Joy ride
Landslide
Fuck life
Watch your back
Lead me to a homicide
Where do you think
Where do you think you're goin'?
Baby, are you lost
Or just lost in the moment?
Baby, are you lonely
Or just lonely for me?
Where do you think
Where do you think you're goin'?
Come and find me
In the lost 'n' found
Baby, listen
Can you hear me out?
I'm only in pain
When you're not around
Come and find me
In the lost 'n' found
Kissing on her neck
When you're not around
Shouldn't love a girl
Just to tear her down
Gaslight
Joy ride
Landslide
Fuck life
Twist the knife
Broken heart and paralyzed
Gaslight
Joy ride
Landslide
Fuck life
Watch your back
Lead me to a homicide
Where do you think
Where do you think you're goin'?
Baby, are you lost
Or just lost in the moment?
Baby, are you lonely
Or just lonely for me?
Where do you think
Where do you think you're goin'?
Tell me before it's too late
Your words will dig your own grave
It's time to change your own fate
Leave me lonely
Or kill you slowly
Gaslight
Joy ride
Landslide
Fuck life
Twist the knife
Broken heart and paralyzed
Gaslight
Joy ride
Landslide
Fuck life
Watch your back
Lead me to a homicide
Where do you think
Where do you think you're goin'?
Baby, are you lost
Or just lost in the moment?
Baby, are you lonely
Or just lonely for me?
Where do you think
Where do you think you're goin'?
A stupid fight
Set us alight
Why can't we talk about it?
You're always walkin' out
You make it worse
You never learn
I don't know how to fake it
When we're disintegrating
No return
We'll crash and burn
You picked him over me
And you left with no apology
Felt a knife in your back
Yeah, you thought I was the killer
You're lookin' in the mirror
Why can't we talk about it?
You're always walkin' out
You make it worse
You never learn
I don't know how to fake it
When we're disintegrating
No return
We'll crash and burn
Woah-oh-oh
Woah-oh-oh
Toxic games you play
Too high price to pay
Woah-oh-oh
Woah-oh-oh
Nothing's permanent so
Guess I gotta learn to let go
Why can't we talk about it?
You're always walkin' out
You make it worse
You never learn
I don't know how to fake it
When we're disintegrating
No return
We'll crash and burn
Thinking don't be scared
Don't you cry
Everything will be alright
But if it's still
Not enough
Can somebody just
Take me where the headlights go
I'm so fucking lost here
Just wanna be not here
Take me where stars don't show
It can get a lot here
Shining all alone
I just wanna be someone different than me sometimes
I just, I just, I just
I just wanna be someone different than me sometimes
I just, I just, I just
Always feeling guilty so I need somewhere to put the pain
Poison in my mouth 'cause it's better than the words I say
Am I just a burden or is it certain? Don't know
This isn't working but I keep digging this hole
If I try hard enough maybe I'll forget my name
Thinking don't be scared
Don't you cry
Everything will be alright
But if it's still
Not enough
Can somebody just
Take me where the headlights go
I'm so fucking lost here
Just wanna be not here
Take me where stars don't show
It can get a lot here
Shining all alone
I just wanna be someone different than me sometimes
I just, I just, I just
I just wanna be someone different than me sometimes
I just, I just, I just
Don't be scared
Don't you cry
Everything will be alright
But if it's still
Not enough
Can somebody just
Taste you and I breathe so deep
Heart beats hard, my knees go weak
Mouth glued shut and I can't speak
Why does fear make me complete?
Little more lust and some addiction
I fell in love for a quick minute
Trying to cope with self-infliction
Drinking 'til I'm incoherent
[Chorus: Maggie Lindemann, Both]
Every time you try to break me
I feel my heart decaying
Every time you try to break me down
Do-o-o-own
Do-o-o-own
Do-o-o-own
Break me down
You make my head spin crazy
You make my world go black
Even when my life gets hazy
I don't wanna die
A little more wind from a little more speed
Tryna hold on, but it's pulling me
Side effects, they're killing me
Side effects, they're killing me
Every time you try to break me
I feel my heart decaying
Every time you try to break me down
[Post-Chorus: Siickbrain]
Do-o-o-own
Do-o-o-own
Do-o-o-own
Break me down
Little more lust and some addiction
I fell in love for a quick minute
Trying to cope with self-infliction
Drinking 'til I'm incoherent
Do-o-o-own
Do-o-o-own
Don't ask if I'm okay
'Cause I'm never gonna change
I don't live for you, I live for me
Can't shut me up, you'll hear me scream
Woah, lions aren't meant for cages
Let me live my life
Don't need approval, not from you
Don't need your take on what I do
Woah, lions aren't m?ant for cages
Let me liv? my life (Let me live my life)
I'm gonna crash my car into the world
Just to see who cares at all
I'ma take a one way ticket out of here
And if I want out, fucking disappear
Don't ask if I'm okay
'Cause I'm never gonna change
I don't live for you, I live for me
Can't shut me up, you'll hear me scream
Woah, lions aren't meant for cages
Let me live my life
Don't need approval, not from you
Don't need your take on what I do
Woah, lions aren't meant for cages
Let me live my life
They say I've gone crazy
They say I've gone downhill
I'm still the same, baby
But I'm just way more real
Real
I don't live for you, I live for me
Can't shut me up, you'll hear me scream (Hear me scream)
Woah, lions aren't meant for cages
Let me live my life
Don't need approval, not from you (Not from you)
Don't need your take on what I do
Woah, lions aren't meant for cages
Let me live my life
You always lie when it's convenient
Guess you didn't mean it, but I'd still repeat it
If I could hold on to the feeling
Back when all your words still had their meaning
There's no need for apologies
'Cause honestly, fuck your honesty
I'm done
Think you like the insanity
I'm the casualty of your dreams
'Cause I'm not the one
Turned this gold into rust
Now it's dust to dust, love into lust
Ah, ah, ah
There's no need for apologies
'Caus? honestly you're dead to m?
Dug yourself a grave, no surprise
Should've known better, so now it's time that you die in it
You got what you wanted from me
Made your bed, should've left
When you knew you would lie in it
You know I'm good at keeping secrets
You know that you're my weakness, and I'll always repeat it
If I could hold on to the feeling
Back when all your words still had their meaning
There's no need for apologies
'Cause honestly, fuck your honesty
I'm done
Think you like the insanity
I'm the casualty of your dreams
'Cause I'm not the one
Turned this gold into rust
Now it's dust to dust, love into lust
Ah, ah, ah
There's no need for apologies
'Cause honestly you're dead to me
You're dead to me
Dead to me, dead to me
Honestly you're dead to me
Green flags turned red from all my bleeding
I fell quickly for words, misleading
Don't come crawling back with your healing
'Cause I'm not strong enough to fight the feeling
There's no need for apologies
'Cause honestly, fuck your honesty
I'm done
Think you like the insanity
I'm the casualty of your dreams
'Cause I'm not the one
Turned this gold into rust
Now it's dust to dust, love into lust
Ah, ah, ah
There's no need for apologies
'Cause honestly you're dead to me
Whatever happened to the girl next door?
She's all grown up, she don't come home anymore
I hear them talking when she's not around
The sun goes down, she don't wanna be found
(Wanna be found)
I might be high or half asleep
Maybe I'm just imagining
But it's strange how much she looks like me
Whatever happened to the girl next door?
She's all grown up, she don't come home anymore
I look at her and I'm all that I see
She's in the mirror looking back at me
(Back at me)
Ooh, ah, ah
Ooh, ah, ah
Ooh, ah, ahh (Back at me)
Ooh, ah, ah
Ooh, ah, ah
Ooh, ah, ahh
The girl next door is me
Oh, you're not a man
Not even a boy, you can't comprehend
I keep talking, why can't no one hear me?
I don't understand
Sent poison through my veins
Took something, never explained
Why can't nobody ever hear me out?
Poison through my veins
Took something, never explained
Why can't nobody ever h?ar me out?
Thanks for making me beli?ve I was the one to blame
Your emotional deception made me think I was insane (Oh-oh)
Oh, you're not a man
Not even a boy, you can't comprehend (Oh-oh)
Everybody's watching like a show but they aren't listening
Sent poison through my veins
Took something, never explained
Why can't nobody ever hear me out?
Poison through my veins
Took something, never explained
Why can't nobody ever hear me out?
I guess that's just a part of me
That I will always have to grieve
Took my soul and let it bleed
You stole what should belong to me
Poison through my veins
Took something, never explained
Why can't nobody ever hear me out?
Poison through my veins
Took something, never explained
Why can't nobody ever hear me out?
Hear me out
Why can't you just hear me out?
I, I've been fighting by your side
But I'm so lonely, I'm so lonely with you
I was looking for someone like you
But turns out happy endings just aren't true
'Cause times are changing, our love is fading out
But I was looking for someone like you
Baby, let me know
I can't keep this up forever
'Cause we just aren't good together, no
I, I've been fighting by your side
But I'm so lonely, I'm so lonely with you
Why?
Do I always have to be the one that's crying?
Feels like we're dying
I was looking for someone like you
But turns out happy endings just aren't true
'Cause times are changing, our love is fading out
But I was looking for someone like you
Nothing really feels the same
But no one can take your place
I'm scared I won't be okay if you leave me
I was looking for someone like you
But turns out happy endings just aren't true
'Cause times are changing, our love is fading out
But I was looking for someone like you
Said your girlfriend hates me 'cause she knows how you felt
Does she know I'm jealous? Hope that you'll never tell her
That I looked at you with hearts in my eyes
Would you be surprised?
So I'll delete your number, pretend you don't exist
T?ll myself it's nothing, when we both know it is
If you ?ver call me to tell me you want me
then I'll tell you too
Hm, I'll be waiting for you
I still keep your sweater at the back of my drawer
I put it on when my heart needs moral support
Missing you is hard but I hope missing me's harder
Does the distance make us wonder?
Tell your girlfriend that I hate her too
'Cause you never looked at me, the way that you did her
When you're showing hearts in your eyes
Why am I so surprised?
So I'll delete your number, pretend you don't exist
Tell myself it's nothing, when we both know it is
If you ever call me to tell me you want me
then I'll tell you too
Hm, I'll be waiting for you, I'll be waiting for you
I'll be waiting for you, I'll be waiting for you
I'm still waiting for you