Playlist Falling In Reverse

falling in reverse - the drug in me is you

I heard a knock upon my door the other day,
I opened it to find death staring in my face.
The feel of mortal stalking still reverberates.
Everywhere I go I drag this coffin just in case.

My body's tremblin', sends shiver down my spine,
Adrenaline kicks in shifts into overdrive.
Your secrets keep you sick, your lies keep you alive.
Snake eyes every single time you roll with crooked dice.

I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down,
The kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house.
I wrestle with my thoughts, I shook the had of doubt.
Running from my past, I'm praying. Feet, don't fail me now.

I've lost my god damn mind
it happens all the time.
I can't believe I'm actually
meant to be here,
trying to consume.
The drug in me is you
And I'm so high on misery,
Can't you see?

I got these questions always running through my head,
So many things that I would like to understand.
If we are born to die and we all die to live,
The what's the point of living life if it just contradicts?

I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down,
the kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house.
I wrestle with my thoughts, I shook the hand of doubt.
Running from my past, I'm praying. Feet, don't fail me now.

I've lost my god damn mind,
It happens all the time.
I can't believe I'm actually
Meant to be here
Trying to consume.
The drug in me is you
And I'm so high on misery,
Can't you see?

I've lost
Myself,
You tried to reach me, but you just can't help me.
So long, goodbye.
You tried to save me, it won't work this time.

Cause now,
I've lost my fucking mind
And there's no fucking time.
I can't believe I'm actually
Meant to be here,
Trying to consume.
The drug in me is you
And I'm so high on misery,
Can't you see?

Oh, can't you see?

Can't you see?

falling in reverse - self destruct personality

There is a price that we all must pay.
I'm not sorry for the mess that I have made.
So can you tell me what will you do,
When everything you know turns right around on you.

[?] let them nail me to your cross.
No matter how, what, where or when.
I'll always lay down for all your sins.

My dad told me not to bite my tongue,
I hate my momma cause she left me with no love.
I bottled it up, I sweeped it under the rug (hate my mother).
If all the good things got to come to an end,
Then we're living in a world where the evil wins.
A lobbyist, a pessimist, a cynical, hypocritic mess.

Self-destruct personality,
Won't discuss my responsibility.
I am always walking on the final verge.
I'm killing myself like I do not [?]

[?] let them nail me to your cross.
No matter how, what, where or when.
I'll always lay down for all your sins, down for all your sins.

My dad told me not to bite my tongue,
I hate my momma cause she left me with no love.
I bottled it up, I sweeped it under the rug (hate my mother).
If all the good things got to come to an end,
Then we're living in a world where the evil wins.
A lobbyist, a pessimist, a cynical, hypocritic mess.

Never gonna be the only thing that matters in my life when everything around me has failed.
Who knows what the future brings but eventually the truth will prevail.
It's moments like these where you really got to think about the broken dreams that you sell.
Tick tock in your head it goes where it stops who knows, like a carousel.
[x2]

My dad told me not to bite my tongue,
I hate my momma cause she left me with no love.
I bottled it up, I sweeped it under the rug (hate my mother).
If all the good things got to come to an end,
Then we're living in a world where the evil wins.
A lobbyist, a pessimist, a cynical, hypocritic mess.

Never gonna be the only thing that matters in my life when everything around me has failed.
Who knows what the future brings but eventually the truth will prevail.
It's moments like these where you really got to think about the broken dreams that you sell.
Tick tock in your head it goes where it stops who knows, like a carousel.
[x5]

falling in reverse - the westerner

I was born one morning in December
On the coldest day
Abandoned by my mother
By my father I was raised
My father raised my brother and I
With a stubborn heart
My mother left me her good looks and confident charm

Well I spent most of my teenage years
Searching for her love
I could not find it anywhere
So I turned to drugs
And after all the smoke had cleared
And it was said and done
I found myself addicted by the age of 21

I tell the truth
I've been beaten
I've been bruised
I was left for dead as well
I was wrongfully accused
You left me locked inside a cell

I've been cheated
I've been sued
But I have lived to tell
The more you kick me when I'm down
The more it truly helps

I feel the madness creeping slowly
Loved by many I'm still lonely
Paid the price for your mistake
The music died the day I walked away

No, I won't let you win!
Not this time my friend
You know that I'm better in the end

No, you won't take my pride!
I'll keep my head held high
Cause I know that I'm better in the end

Woaaah
I know you're jealous
And you wish you could be me
I'm so smart and clever with my lyrics can't you see?
There's nobody better in this Music Industry!
And in case you think you are, go ahead, give me a ring!

Woaaah
I deserve a purple heart
From all my fucking wounds!
Lacerations to my ego
Pride that I consume

And in your final hours
When you are looking back
You'll find that I'm the best at what I do
And that's a fact

No, I won't let you win!
Not this time my friend
You know that I'm better in the end.

No, you won't take my pride!
I'll keep my head held high
Cause I know that I'm better in the end
And all got to say
(Do do do do do do do do, bah bah bah da
Do do do do do do do do, la la la la la la)

Take it or leave it
But you best believe me it's true!
There's no mistaking, please stop thinking I'm through!
You know I'm better than you!

No, I won't let you win!
Not this time my friend
You know that I'm better In the end.

No, you won't take my pride!
I'll keep my head held high
Cause I know that I'm better in the end
In the end
(Do do do do do do do do, bah bah bah da
Do do do do do do do do, la la la la la la)

falling in reverse - my heart s to blame

It's time to say goodbye
You're on your own...

Walk away from all the pain
Found the peace within again
And after all I've seen
And everything in between
My heart's the one to blame
My heart's to blame

So where do we all go from here
It's time to say goodbye, you're on your own
And this is where I disappear
So turning back is what I hate the most
It doesn't matter anyway
I guess there's nothing left to say
So where do we all go from here
It's time to say goodbye, you're on your own

I ran away from my mistakes
Crashed and burned but I'm okay
The most important thing
Learning what it all will bring
My hearts the one to blame

falling in reverse - i m not a vampire

Well I'm not a vampire
But I feel like one
Sometimes I sleep all day
Because I hate the sunlight
Hands are always shaking
Bodies always aching
In the darkness when I feed

Well I can lure any woman that I want to in my bed
With me
And Whisky seems to be my Holy Water
Mothers better lock your doors
And hide your daughters

I'm insane!
Well, I can feel it in my bones!
Coursing through my veins!
When did I become so cold?

For goodness sake!
Where is my self control?
If home is where my heart is
Then my heart has lost all hope

Well I'm not a zombie
But I feel like one today!
Sell me pills, comatose!
Chemical daze!

My head is always spinning
From this dizzy blurry vision
And my stomach has had enough!
I feel like a lady
That is pregnant with a baby
Cause I'm always throwing up! *blergh!*

Hi, my name is Ronnie, I'm an addict!
*Hi, Ronnie!*
Daddy should've never raised me on Black Sabbath!

I'm insane!
Well, I can feel it in my bones!
Coursing through my veins!
When did I become so cold?

For goodness sake!
Where is my self control?
If home is where my heart is
Then my heart has lost all hope

God bless all of you now!
Cause I'm going straight to Hell!
And I'm taking you down with me!
Cause you know damn well

I'm insane!
Well, I can feel it in my bones!
Coursing through my veins!
When did I become so cold?

I'm insane!
Well, I can feel it in my bones!
Coursing through my veins!
When did I become so cold?

For goodness sake!
Where is my self control?
If home is where my heart is
Then my heart has lost all hope

falling in reverse - drifter

As I'm thrown into an empty room, or should I say a box.
I try to turn around to leave but the door is slammed and locked.
So I sing here and think about all the evil things I've done.
I lost where I was goin', 'cause I forgot where I came from.

I surrender,
Pull my weapons down.
I can't remember,
What I'm doing in this town.
It's time for me to pack my bags,
I will always be alone.
It's the only thing I've ever known,
Is out there on the road.
I'm a drifter.
I'm a drifter.

Now every time I look straight into my fathers eyes.
I see how hurt and broken down he is from all the times.
He had to watch the son he raised follow in his steps.
The only option that he had was to hope for the best.

I surrender,
Pull my weapons down.
I can't remember,
What I'm doing in this town.
It's time for me to pack my bags,
I will always be alone.
It's the only thing I've ever known,
Is out there on the road.

My faith is weak, my soul is bound.
This lonely road I travel down.
I scrape my feet, this jacked ground.
The cuts run deep into me now.
Mother oh, why aren't you here?
So young I was, you disappeared.
I know the truth is ugly, did you ever truly love me?

I surrender,
Curse my mothers soul.
I still miss her,
No matter where I go.
It's time for me to pack my bags, I will always be alone.
The only thing I've ever known, is her broken home.

falling in reverse - it s over when it s over

I've got my life laid out in front of me like roads drawn on the map
I've had so many times where I slipped off the beaten path
I took the time to see the picture and for what it's worth
I'd walk a thousand miles without my shoes to make it work

I swore to God that I'm never coming back. Kept my faith when I was clapped
Staring at the wall through a crack in the floor. And these metal doors, they've got me trapped
I gotta remind myself that my mind is strong so that I won't lose my head
I've got my demons that I fight with, every little thought in every breath

I wear my heart up on my sleeve so my soul's exposed
And I carry this disease, the weight of the holy ghost
God, can you hear me? God is missing

Take it back, take it back, my friend
All the things that you said about the end
This is it, this is me telling you it ain't over til it's over
Give it up, give it up, my friend
The score is settled even if you won't admit
Set it down, final hour without a doubt, it's over when it's over

You've got your life laid out in front of you, like a car crash
I'm cautious at the wheel cause you were driving too fast
But if you took the time to check up in your rearview mirror
You'd see the things you're driving from or your biggest fears

You gotta get back up from the wreckage above and walk right through the fire
No matter what happens, the fact is that the flames keep getting higher
You gotta keep it going, keep tiptoeing through the fire and the flames and the pain of knowing
Through all this doubt, gotta keep on going, gotta give that spark, gotta keep on glowing

I wear my heart up on my sleeve so my soul's exposed
And I carry this disease, the weight of the holy ghost
God, can you hear me? God is missing

Take it back, take it back, my friend
All the things that you said about the end
This is it, this is me telling you it ain't over til it's over
Give it up, give it up, my friend
The score is settled even if you won't admit
Set it down, final hour without a doubt, it's over when it's over

So please, please, just let me make my peace
I refuse to let your words be the death of me
Please, please, just let me live my life
Stop living in my shadow and just make it right
It's over, make it right

Take it back, take it back, my friend
All the things that you said about the end
This is it, this is me telling you it ain't over til it's over
Give it up, give it up, my friend
The score is settled even if you won't admit
Set it down, final hour without a doubt, it's over when it's over
It's over, it's over
This is it, this is me telling you it ain't over til it's over

falling in reverse - goodbye graceful

Can't believe that I survived
I fell so hard but I'm alive
Standing in front of the gates of Hell
With a glass of ice water in my hand
Laying at the edge of my bed
Get the fuck out of my head

Goodbye Graceful I'm so Grateful
You helped to change my wicked ways
When I was in my darkest days
And I'm so thankful
that you were able, you were able
to save me from the burning flames
and make me who I am today

This dark cloud is still around
My thoughts wander in and out
And if I die before I wake
Tell the Devil I'm on my way
Laying at the edge of my bed
Get the fuck out of my head

Goodbye Graceful, I'm so grateful
You helped to change my wicked ways
When I was in my darkest days
And I'm so thankful
That you were able, you were able
To save me from the burning flames
And make me who I am today

I've been running for the longest time
I forgot where I have left my mind, I have left my mind
You make me so fucking thankful you were able to save me

Goodbye graceful, I'm so grateful
You helped to change my wicked ways
When I was in my darkest days
And I'm so thankful
That you were able, you were able
To save me from the burning flames
And make me who I am today

Picking up the pieces of my life from the floor
Searching for an open window or an exit door
This boulder on my shoulder it gets heavier and colder
Til the day that die somehow I'll be slowly rolling over
To all the people I've done wrong, now I apologize
To all the girls of the world whose tears I made them cry
I know it's been a while and you have traveled many miles
To get away, it's not my song I wrote this song to make you smile

falling in reverse - champion

I'm alive again
More alive than I have ever been
And now I'm climbing, climbing
To the top to win
And nothing's gonna stop, stop
Me in the end
Victorious

And everyday that I awake
I say a prayer and I give thanks
That I'm alive and I am glad
That I've been given one more chance
My eyes are open now I see
The powers dwelling within me
I've done the deeds I've cleared my head
Now I am clean back from the dead

Whoa!
I rise above it all and I'm not coming down
Whoa!
Because a champion is what they call me now
And I'm not backing down (hey hey hey)
I will stand my ground (hey hey hey)
Whoa!
Because a champion is what they call me now

Look how far I've come
The wars that I have won
I think out loud
Victorious and proud
The years behind
The tears I try to hide
This pain won't last
Time to remove this mask

My eyes are open now I see
The powers dwelling within me
I've done the deeds I've cleared my head
Now I am clean back from the dead

Whoa!
I rise above it all and I'm not coming down
Whoa!
Because a champion is what they call me now
And I'm not backing down (hey hey hey)
I will stand my ground (hey hey hey)
Whoa!
Because a champion is what they call me now

Wait stop, stop
Hold on, hold on, hold on
I got this new head on my shoulders and I'm lookin' for justice
So gladly seekin' out bitches that decided to talk shit
You want conflict? Well I got it and I ain't gonna stop
Until I drop or take that motherfuckin' place on top
Ain't given it back when I take that place
As a matter of fact lets cut to the chase
Gonna take that spot on top of the list quick!
Call it statutory rape
You want some beef? Better bring a fork
Cause I'm never gonna pass the torch
Gonna keep goin' with the flows exposin' you hoes to show you I'm more important
A lil' bit of dirt mixed with the mud a lil' bit of rock mixed with a thug
Gotta good heart inside my chest and a lil' bit of gangster in my blood
Been to jail I've been to prison went to hell and had a vision
Was presented with a decision to change how I was livin'
Gotta give it up gotta give it back
I've had enough gotta get intact
As a matter of fact gotta get these kats in check and stack these fucking racks
Gotta get that cheese gotta get that bread gotta get that dough gotta get ahead
Gotta cut no slack to these motherfuckin' punks
BACK FROM THE DEAD GO!

Whoa!
I rise above it all and I'm not coming down
Whoa!
Because a champion is what they call me

Whoa!
I rise above it all and I'm not coming down
Whoa!
Because a champion is what they call me now
And I'm not backing down (hey hey hey)
I will stand my ground (hey hey hey)
Whoa!
Because a champion is what they call me
Because a champion is what they call me now

falling in reverse - born to lead

Don't waste your time,
It will never work,
Don't try and fight,
It only makes it worse,
And I will never be
The one you can defeat,
Believe in me 'cause I was born to lead.

I'm on your side, don't ever believe!
Or let anybody tell you
You cannot achieve your dreams.
What are you fighting for?
Let down your guard, lift up your arms.
Salute to the sky and be thankful you're here!
The man in the mirror's the one that you fear the most
And just like a ghost,
You'll escape your fate,
You must not lose your hope.

To be the last one standing up
And when that day comes!
They'll know what you're about

Don't waste your time,
'cause it will never work (it will never work),
Don't try and fight,
It only makes it worse (only makes it worse),
And I will never be the one you can defeat,
Believe in me 'cause I was born to lead.

I've got your back, so fuck what they say,
The hate that they show should enable your strength
Don't stray, stand up and fight, rise from the ashes!
Open your eyes and fight.
Fuck the ones that are holding you down,
Open your eyes, you're wearing the crown
You are the reason they even exist,
So put up your fist!
The power is in you now!

To be the last one standing up
And when that day comes!
They'll know what you're about

Don't waste your time,
'cause it will never work (it will never work),
Don't try and fight,
It only makes it worse (only makes it worse),
And I will never be the one you can defeat,
Believe in me 'cause I was born to lead.

The time has come to show them what you're made of... go!
Motherfucking move!

[2x]
Don't waste your time,
'cause it will never work (it will never work),
Don't try and fight,
It only makes it worse (only makes it worse),
And I will never be the one you can defeat,
Believe in me 'cause I was born to lead.

falling in reverse - caught like a fly

Attention, attention everyone!
I got a couple of things
I would like to get off of my chest
Haha
Friends!
Who the fuck needs them?

You know who you are!
Eh hmm
Caught like a fly
In a web of your lies
It's truth be told now
Or meet your demise!

So how did it feel?
When you held the knife
That you stuck right in my back
A thousand times!

Your grandfather would probably roll in his grave
If he knew of that person you had became!
I will not just lay down and take this!
Not again, not again.

You have left my heart, black and blue
Just like your father did to you!

How does it feel, knowing your buried alive
See through bloodshot eyes, your left empty inside
There I was, strung out and drug through the mud
I must agree, you're just like me.

And when you die
I won't be at your wake
No eulogy from me
Just a smile on my face
And while god might be busy
With judging your soul
I will have slept with the girl
That you loved most!

You have left my heart, black and blue
Just like your father did to you!

How does it feel, knowing your buried alive
See through bloodshot eyes, your left empty inside
There I was, strung out and drug through the mud
I must agree, you're just like me.

Whooaaa

Now how does it feel, knowing your buried alive
See through bloodshot eyes, your left empty inside
There I was, strung out and drug through the mud
I must agree, you're just like me.

I'm no fucking saint
But at least I'll fucking sing about it
Oh, the audacity!

falling in reverse - keep holding on

I thought I had myself all figured out
But I spent my whole life holding myself down
And it seems to be that sort of thing I keep doing constantly
Addicted to the pain I cause myself
My head is floating somewhere in the clouds
While I'm paid to entertain a lovely crowd
They sing my songs and feel my pain
Cause pain is what creates my fame
A vicious cycle some day I'll get out

I can't believe I'm standing here at all
I can't believe I made it this far
All the way with a smile on my face
See the the top and I'm not falling off
And all I need is a microphone, I'll sing
About the things that have been hurting me
It's safe to say, all the kids, I relate
To their lives so just keep holding on

It's hard enough try walking in my shoes,
To be picked on by my peers who much abuse
And I'm tired of not fitting in true friends is my final wish
Just let me be myself and make it through.
I have tried so hard to be a better soul
I have worked so hard at making myself whole
And through it all my better years are still ahead my mind is clear
Just trust me when I say I'm in control

I can't believe I'm standing here at all
I can't believe I made it this far
All the way with a smile on my face
See the the top and I'm not falling off
And all I need is a microphone, I'll sing
About the things that have been hurting me
It's safe to say, all the kids, I relate
To their lives so just keep holding on

I believe I'm just like you
I believe I'll make it through
It's hard to see at times like this
But I'm not giving in, but I'm not giving in

I believe I'm just like you
I believe I'll make it through
It's hard to see at times like this
But I'm not giving in, but I'm not giving in

And all I need is a microphone
I'll sing about the things that have been hurting me
It's safe to say, all the kids, I relate
To their lives so just keep holding on

I can't believe I'm standing here at all
I can't believe I made it this far
All the way with a smile on my face
See the the top and I'm not falling off
And all I need is a microphone, I'll sing
About the things that have been hurting me
It's safe to say, all the kids, I relate
To their lives so just keep holding on

falling in reverse - pick up the phone

*Your Call has been forwarded to an automatic voice message system*

*Please record your message*

*Beep*

Yeaaaah!

Pick up the phone!
Answer your texts
Well I apologize about last night
I really did not mean to disrespect

You
You better be alone!
No I'm not obsessed
But if I catch you with somebody else
You know that I am gonna be upset

I truly believe
That the reason I'm here
Is to tell you the truth
that Your ending is here
One day you must look at yourself in mirror
I still don't think you are hearing me clear!
You must understand that our friendship is done
Justified by the person that you have become
And because of the fact that enough is enough!
Now You are the one that is holding the gun!

Whoa
This will be the end of us
I have tried way too many times to heal
I have loved you so it hurts me dear
And this
And this will be the end of us!

Pick up the phone!
Pick up the phone!
Pick up the phone!
Well I apologize about last night
I really did not mean to disrespect

Pick yourself up
Up off the floor
Wipe the tears up off your face
BeCause the cops are knocking on the door
They're gonna wanna know what's up!

Better tell them that you fell
Cause when they see the bruises on my face
They're probably take us both to jail

I'm sick and tired of fighting each other
The lying, the crying, the calling your mother
The calling of names, we bother each other
We kiss and make up, get under the covers
A dangerous cycle I don't understand
The kicking, the screaming, the breaking of limbs
I'll be damned if I see you with some other man
If I cannot have you, then nobody can!

Whoa
This will be the end of us
I have tried way too many times to heal
I have loved you so much it hurts me dear
And this
this will be the end of us!

Death do us part
I thought you would never go stray
From my heart
I'm better off without you!

Pick up your phone!
*Your call has been forwarded to an aumotaic voice message system*
Pick up your phone!
Pick up the phone!

Whoa
This will be the end of us
I have tried way too many times to heal
I have loved you so much it hurts me dear
And this
this will be the end of us!

Pick up the phone!
Pick up the phone!
Pick up the phone!

Well I apologize about last night
I really did not mean to disrespect

*We're sorry the number you have dialed is not in service at this time,
Fuck you!*

falling in reverse - tragic magic

I'm back *hahahahaha*

So let's rewind, back to the time, 2005, i almost died
I overdosed, i did not know, did i provoke this evil ghost?
Disaster

Magicly
I turned tragedy
Into melodies
Over catchy beats
It comes so naturally
So smooth and casually
That's why they call me king
Of the music scene

*lalala*

I dug a hole
10 miles wide
So i could throw all of you inside
You're such a dumb fuck
You need to shut up
You bring a picture of me every time you get your haircut
Imposter!

Magicly
I turned tragedy
Into melodies
Over catchy beats
It comes so naturally
So smooth and casually
That's why they call me king
Of the music scene

*lalalala*

Oh!
Bruised and broken
My eyes are open
I won't lose focus
My eyes are open

Can you see
In the distance?
Can you see
No resistance?

We will rise,
Rise against them
From the state,
Rise against them

Magically i turned
Tragedy into melody
Sold for catchy beats

It comes so naturally
So smooth and casually
That's why they call me king
Of the music scene...

falling in reverse - the departure

I...I guess I figured it out
By nightfall
We'll have bleeded it out
And... if you only knew me
This is my sequel to my dying movie.
Oooooooooooooooh

After I left you I fell in love with something else
This chemical has got the best of the answers

You're always on my mind
Well...give me something else I could have vain
Obtain... oh lord, it's not the same I, stop the praying cause I never knew it that I Thought you could.

Oh lord,
I got no way out
I never have
Now i'm praying for this
Ohh

You wouldn't
Mend
Broken glass
Ooooohhh

Watch me as I wave goodbye
You turned your back one too many fucking times
By nightfall

I'll be fine...
Just the thought be overwhelmed

Storing everything that I can see inside and not sleeping till
That night...
when you called it a nightmare

I never did it, change it, I don't think you're playing games
But I think it's all a shame
That my friends are all in
No!
Please!
Tell me now!
Please... just let me go
Noooooooo
Noooo
By nightfall

Watch the waves come crumbling in
It's a figure of speech
Yes!
I am here!
You are there
No!
We are not alone
We ate not alone
You stabbed me in my back
One too many times
Now I'm just walking away
And getting saved!
Please go!
Please savior!
You never mentioned God
Walk away
Walk away form me, and what I have created
For myself

I walk away home
I'm ready to go,
I'm not ready to go

falling in reverse