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Melanie Martinez

(Dude, this fucking person keeps sendin me death threats)
(They re sayin that I m ugly as fuck
and my music is shit)
(And that I should just kill myself)

Is it my dress or shoes?
Is it the makeup on my skin?
What can I change for you?
What would you prefer I was in?

Or is it worse? Mm-hm
Is it something I can t fix?
Whatever it is, mm-hm
You seem so obsessed with it

(What did I even do to them?)
(I m just minding my own business
(I don t know why that pisses them off so much)

Is it the way I know
Exactly who I am?
Is it my blazing glow
That makes you feel so small and dim?

Nothing will stop you
It doesn t matter what I do
You ll never change, in your old age
You ll be hating yourself too
I could ve fit the mold you made
And took what you done threw
Still, I could never make you love you

Chatroom
Who even are you? What s in it for you?
No clue
What you even look like
your profile s a cartoon
Fuck you too
I say when I m angered, but it doesn t matter
Chatroom (chatroom)
You re not unique, there are hundreds just like you

(I can t tell if this is a bot)
(A forty-five-year-old incel)
(Or a ten-year-old on their mom s iPad)

Think it s the way you choose
Every vowel methodically
In the cafe, you spew
Your lukewarm takes at me

Is that the way you feel
About your own sad life?
Project your pain outward
Aspiring to be a knife
What a life!

Nothing will stop you
It doesn t matter what I do
You ll never change, in your old age
You ll be hating yourself too
I could ve fit the mold you made
And took what you done threw
Still, I could never make you love you

(Ugh, I m just gonna delete my account)

Chatroom
Who even are you? What s in it for you?
No clue
What you even look like
your profile s a cartoon
Fuck (fuck) you too
I say when I m angered, but it doesn t matter
Chatroom (chatroom)
You re not unique, there are hundreds just like you

When I stare out the window, crying
It s cause you ve made me hate my reflection
In another reality, I could ve loved myself
I could ve been myself
But here I am, cramming all of your words
Deep into my veins till it kills me

Chatroom (chatroom)
Who even are you? What s in it for you?
No (no clue) clue
What you even look like
your profile s a cartoon
Fuck (fuck) you too
I say when I m angered, but it doesn t matter
Chatroom (chatroom)
You re not unique, there are hundreds just like you