4000 days plus the ones i don t remember

Mayday Parade

You re so right, it s hard to find the perfect frame of mind
Every time I try to speak
I just crumble underneath to say the things
Like I miss you
My hands are shaking, God I m sorry
My heart just dropped a thousand stories
Here you re far enough away that I can t reach you in a day
And I, I won t lie, yes I m scared inside

You don t have to say goodbye when I see it in your eyes
Does it get easier like we re told?
Because the hardest part I know, is letting anything go

I m unprepared, I know it s hard to feel
the love when I m never there
You make it tough to even breathe
each time you cry it ruins me
It s not ok, but it has to be
My hands are shaking, God I m sorry
My heart just dropped a thousand stories
Here you re far enough away that I can t reach you in a day
And I, I won t lie, yes I m scared inside

You don t have to say goodbye when I see it in your eyes
Does it get easier like we re told?
Because the hardest part I know, is letting anything go