if this was a movie

Madeline Juno

Let me straighten out
what I?m feeling
and what?s on my mind now, oh.
I?m not sure of quite anything,
like, how i can walk without stumbling.
Yeah, I?m trying to act tough
When inside all the feelings get rough.
Yeah, I?m trying to recover,
but the healing has just begun.

it get?s harder, i?m not gonna lie
truth be told, i was just doing fine without you
i know, i?ve said it a few times?

but if this was a movie, you?d come back
and open your eyes to see what we had.
you?d drop everything and meet me at my backdoor.
but if this was a movie, you?d call me up.
and say you?re sorry, even if you?re not.
and you?d throw pebbles at 3?o?clock
but in reality boys do not.
no, they do not.

Let me straighten, I got your text
but I won?t reply.
Would it even make sense?
I never meant you any harm
by trying to be a better girl than i?ve become.
Love is blind, i can tell.
You?re not the good guy,
put me on a bookshelf with the other girls
just like trophies you collect
broken hearts you select
enjoying yourself.

it get?s harder, i?m not gonna lie
truth be told, i?m just doing fine without you
i know, i?ve said it a few times?

but if this was a movie, you?d come back
and open your eyes to see what we had.
you?d drop everything and meet me at my backdoor.
but if this was a movie, you?d call me up.
and say you?re sorry, even if you?re not.
and you?d throw pebbles at 3?o?clock
but in reality you would not.
in reality you would not.

Now go find somebody that loves you more than I did
Now go find somebody that loves you more than I did
Now go find somebody that loves you more than I did..