looking back

Lord Huron

With a little bit of money
I ll get gone and I won t be found
With a little bit of luck
I ll find a place where I can stay forever
If I get a little money, I ll get gone and I won t be found
I don t want nothin but a lonesome quiet place
Where I can think

Spent my whole life looking back and wondering who I was
Something changed the day you left
And I ll never know just what
Spent my whole life looking up and wondering who I am
Something tells me you and I will never meet again

Had a few good years out on my own, but it didn t last long
Had a couple good friends
We used to pass the lonely days together
Made a little bit of money
And I got stoned and I let it all go
All I want is a noisy crowded place where I can drink

Spent my whole life looking back and wondering who I was
Something changed the day you left
And I ll never know just what
Spent my whole life looking up and wondering who I am
Something tells me you and I will never meet again

I m gonna see if I can live
Outside the lies of my body and mind
I m gonna see if I can find time
To sit and wonder why forever
If I need a little money I ll sell my soul
Though it isn t worth much
Maybe I can pay my cosmic debt before I turn to dust

Spent my whole life looking back and wondering who I was
Something changed the day you left
And I ll never know just what
Spent my whole life looking up and wondering who I am
Something tells me you and I will never meet again