i hate myself for losing you

Kelly Clarkson

I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I´m in today
And now, dyin´ doesn´t seem so cruel

And oh, I don´t know what to say
And I don´t know anyway, anymore

I hate myself for losing you
I´m seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he´s not here

You got what you deserved
Hope your happy now
Cause everytime I think of both of you
It´s killing me inside
And now I dread each day
Knowing that I can´t be saved
From the loneliness of living without you

And oh, I don´t know what do
Not sure that I´ll pull through
I wish you´d know

I hate myself for losing you
I´m seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he´s not here

I hate myself for losing you

And oh, I don´t know what to do
Not sure that I´ll pull through
I wish you knew
I wish you knew
And oh, I don´t know what to say
And I don´t know anyway, anymore

I hate myself for losing you
I´m seeing it all so, I´m seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he´s not here

What do you say when everything you said
Is the reason why he left you in the end
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won´t ever bring him back again
I hate myself for loving you