a war inside

Kasabian

The devil on my should tells me he s proud of me
That it takes a real man to look out
for himself and no one else
I don t want to believe that
But sometimes it s easier to just stay silent

I wish I knew how to speak out
I never had a problem with words
But only when talking to someone else
There s a wear inside me that s all my own
And I need to talk like a king to keep myself afloat
But how much longer until everyone knows?

There s a war inside me that s all my own
There s a war inside me that s all my own

I should have started to take my own advice
From the moment that I started giving it
But I can only control what happens from here
And if none of this had happened
Then I couldn t have heard

The angel on my shoulder tells me he s proud of me
That it takes a real man to live
for everyone else before himself
I know I believe it
And it ll never get easier
But it will always be worth it

There s a war inside me that s all my own

I m still learning to speak out against myself
And stay on the path I truly want to be on
Though I ve lost my way more times that I have wished
My heart is constant and willing

I still believe that we were made for more
That what I ve been doing lately
This end of depression will be the start
of getting back what I have lost
Because I had become conceited
But I m making it back to where I last left off
And so I ve shown you my heart
Will you restore me?