are you serious

K.flay

Woke up on a Saturday, deaf in my right ear
I was dizzy and disoriented, vertigo severe
All the doctors said the cause was just some mystery unknown
Then they charged me thirteen thousand
and the fuckers sent me home
I was told that there was no way
to prevent what had occurred
But the randomness of everything, it almost made it worse
Now lately, every crowded room feels
like I m drowning in the sound
Of incoherent conv?rsations and my heartbeat as it pounds

I can t wake up from this dr?am
This madness my reality
I clench my fist and grind my teeth
As something breaks inside of me, like

Are you serious?
Are you serious?

Too much and I wanna sedate
I wanna numb out, killin the pain
Don t wanna talk about it
Nobody knows how to relate
I m all alone and I m up on the stage
Don t wanna bitch about it
Cause I know everyone s in a cage
I m just a drop in a bucket of rage
And if you think about it
Too hard, it ll fuck with your brain
It s not goin away, it s not goin away

I can t wake up from this dream
This madness my reality
I clench my fists and grind my teeth
As something breaks inside of me, like