casualty

Julia Brennan

I shoulda seen your signs
I shoulda recognized
We couldn t sever the past
Cause I couldn t hear all your lies
I told myself you were real
They weren t just counterfeit fails
Cause I was selectively blind
Or was I effectively high?

Without all these hallucinations
In my imagination
In this paradise that I created
But oh my God, you were such a fraud
Everybody said it
That I would, I would regret it
You were playing me, it s your profession
But oh my God, you were such a fraud

You left me in the ruins
You went ahead and ruined me
I begged you to stay
But you pushed me away
And you did it so casually
You left me in the ruins
I fell into it foolishly
I begged you to stay
But you pushed me away
And now I m just a casualty

Now it s clear to see
All you did was mess with me
The sick part is both of us know
That I don t know how to let go

Without all these hallucinations
In my imagination
In this paradise that I created
But oh my God, you were such a fraud
Everybody said it
That I would, I would regret it
You were playing me, it s your profession
But oh my God, you were such a fraud

You left me in the ruins
You went ahead and ruined me
I begged you to stay
But you pushed me away
And you did it so casually
You left me in the ruins
I fell into it foolishly
I begged you to stay
But you pushed me away
And now I m just a casualty

And reality
Isn t nice to me
We re a catastrophe
And now I m just a casualty

You left me in the ruins
You went ahead and ruined me
I begged you to stay
But you pushed me away
And you did it so casually
You left me in the ruins
I fell into it foolishly
I begged you to stay
But you pushed me away
And now I m just a casualty

And reality
Isn t nice to me
We re a catastrophe
And now I m just a casualty