too many times

Jorja Smith

There s so many times that I
That I have lost my mind
Whoever wonders that I
Can t ask
But I can t lie
I ve tried savin my face, but
Not sure that s what I wanted
No, I
Oh, I
I thought I did before

This life ain t what you asked
As I thought out loud
I travelled far for this
Do you wonder why I still drown?
And I hold my breath
When I take a chance
You re too used to this now
When there s no air left
Well, who s pullin me up? MM

I could tell that I m missed
I m surely damned
But that won t ever stop me
I have always had this crown
But they can only taste it now
I could t?ll in the midst
I m surely down
But that won t ev?r stop me
I have always had this crown
But they can only taste it now

What you say
This ain t right
This went left
Coming back home
I ain t got time for this
Who you love
Who you blame
Who asked for this
When did you make you
make up your mind that I had time for this?
Been too long, two months
But I now I called you up
Yeah, you were there
But you knew nothing about me
How d you learn if you don t hear the words I said?
Maybe you could feel it through my pain instead

I could tell that I m missed
I m surely damned
But that won t ever stop me
I have always had this crown
But they can only taste it now
I could tell in the midst
I m surely down
But that won t ever stop me
I have always had this crown
But they can only taste it now