i can t be my old self forever

Jorja Smith

What s it like to walk through rain
With nothing to cover your shame cause
My umbrella stays up even under a bridge
What s it like to wonder why
I do everything with you on my mind when
Everything I do is just my way to escape you

I ve been told I ll go nowhere on my own
Well, we ve just seen that I can t run from my own

Knowing that the truth already hurts but I won t stop there
Knowing you re the only one I d lose ain t enough to stop me
Oh, I find it hard to leave you there
Knowing that the truth already hurts
Knowing that I ve only just begun
Knowing that the truth already hurts

I never liked to win your games
Can t keep giving love when you keep on playing
They won t have a last move if I wake up and leave them

I ve been told I ll go nowhere on my own
Well, we ve both seen that I can t run from my own

Knowing that the truth already hurts but I won t stop there
Knowing you re the only one I d lose ain t enough to stop me
Oh, I find it hard to leave you there
Knowing that the truth already hurts
Knowing that I ve only just begun
Knowing that the truth already hurts

I can only be this way with you
There ain t nothing you can say or do
You can t pay me for a sad soul
You know that I can t lose

Now you know the truth already hurts but I won t stop there
Knowing your the only one I d lose ain t enough to stop me

Knowing that the truth already hurts but I won t stop there
Knowing you re the only one I d lose ain t enough to stop me
Oh, I find it hard to leave you there
Knowing that the truth already hurts
Knowing that I ve only just begun
Knowing that the truth already hurts