black and blue

Jacob Whitesides

I am drowning in an ocean of regrets
Reaching out for you I take deep breaths
Breathing gets harder and the pain much stronger
Underwater in the ocean of regret

Calling, calling, calling out for help
I got lost in the bitterness
Now I'm searching for myself
Calling, calling, reaching out for you
But all I see is black and blue
The regretful sea is black and blue
Black and blue

Everything is worse than I imagine
A paranoid delusional distraction
I can feel the waters, they're rising
What have I done?

Calling, calling, calling out for help
I got lost in the bitterness
Now I'm searching for myself
Calling, calling, reaching out for you
But all I see is black and blue
The regretful sea is black and blue
Black and blue

Regret is taking over
My thoughts becoming sober
My mind is boiling over at the thought of it
The weight is on my shoulders
The waves are getting closer
My hands are getting colder at the thought of it
Have you thought of it?

Yeah I'm calling, calling, calling out for help
I got lost in the bitterness
Now I'm searching for myself
Calling, calling, reaching out for you
But all I see is black and blue
The regretful sea is black and blue
Black and blue