damaged

In This Moment

I wish there was a way
For me to put this into words
All these feelings that I have
As I start to lose control
I feel panic rushing over me
And gripping at my chest
And no matter what I say or do
I know that that it won t rest
I feel my vision fade
Sweat dripping down my back
I can hear my heart pound
I can feel my mind crack
And I know that you love me
And you want to save me now
In the end of it all
You can t save me from myself

Am I too damaged for you
After everything we ve been through
And if you go, I won t stop you
You re not damaged like me
Am I too damaged for you?
After everything we went through
If you stay, I won t stop you
You ll end up damaged like me

I know you think I m damaged
And I question everything
I m obsessive and compulsive
A disorder I can t flee
I ll race you to the end
You see I got a manic side
And the more I try to fight it
He grows stronger every time
Post-traumatic stress
Yeah that s what my doctor said
So when I think I m dying
I just got to take a breath
I know that you love me
And you want to save me now
In the end of it all
You can t save me from myself

Am I too damaged for you
After everything we ve been through
And if you go, I won t stop you
You re not damaged like me
Am I too damaged for you?
After everything we went through
If you stay, I won t stop you
You ll end up damaged like me

You know I never wanted you to leave
I didn t mean for you to hurt along the way
Cause I would tear myself apart without you here
And you would sabotage it all for me to stay
I m code red, it s alright
I m code red, it s alright

Am I too damaged for you
After everything we ve been through
And if you go, I won t stop you
You re not damaged like me
Am I too damaged for you?
After everything we went through
If you stay, I won t stop you
You ll end up damaged like me
Damaged like me
You ll end up damaged like me