eyes wide shut

Illenium

I say I love you, but I don t
I say I m fine, but I m miserable

I m dead, but you probably can t tell
Been scalin the walls of the wishin well
My head s in the sky, but I m fallin backwards, yeah
And I crawl and I m wide awake in my dreams
Wake up and I don t know what anything means
We re completely different people
Than the people we wanted

Have we outgrown this city? I m so tired
Of wishin I were somewhere different than where you are
With my eyes wide shut

I say I love you, but I don t
I say I m fine, but I m miserable
Oh, cause I don t get high off you anymore
No, I don t get high off you anymore

Smilin into the mirror like a psychopath
Can t remember the last time you made me laugh
Dryin tears with my lipstick
You re the first on my hit list

Have we outgrown this city? I m so tired
Of wishin I were somewhere different than where you are
With my eyes wide shut

I say I love you, but I don t
I say I m fine, but I m miserable
Oh, cause I don t get high off you anymore
No, I don t get high off you

Have we outgrown this city?
Wish I were somewhere different from where you are
Have we outgrown this city?
Or have I gone missin in the dark?

I say I love you, but I don t (But I don t)
I say I m fine, but I m miserable (I m miserable)
Oh, cause I don t get high off you anymore
No, I don t get high off you (I don t get, I don t get)
Anymore