broken record

Hollywood Undead

Why the fuck do I keep feeling like I lost my shit?
It s like I should just give up because I m not legit
It s like I got a chain wallet and some frosted tips
Sometimes, I wanna grab a fucking gun and swallow it
It s like pulling teeth for me to give a compliment
That s why I walk into your circle and I talk some shit
I m sure you tell all of your friends
that I m a monster prick
Man, I wish that guy would take a hike and chomp a dick
And I can t stop any of these evil thoughts
And I never thought I would ever be so lost
Make these bad thoughts go away, they need to stop
And if I keep sobbing like a bitch, I ll need a mop
It s like my mind s a broken record, make it go away
And I keep telling myself that I ll be okay
But something negative is all I ever seem to think
So I guess I ll just get down on my knees and pray

Well, I know I should be moving on
But I feel like I m already gone
Now if somebody d only save me from
This broken record that s playing in my heart

Back in the beginning, can t remember who I was
But I know I was a kid that would dream just because
Then I don t remember giving in or ever giving up
But I guess that s what I did cause I guess I had enough
Then I look in this mirror and I see this reflection
It always smiles back, but I know it s deception
Medicated smile with these desperate intentions
Dreaming of that kid and his soul s resurrection
Two faces, not enough pens, not enough pages
To explain away this fucking hatred
Spent his whole life wishing someone could save him
Save me, please, I can t seem to take this
Story tucked in my notebook
But I won t ever read him cause I m too afraid to look
Back on the wrong side of those tracks
Cause if I ever do, I might not come back

Well, I know I should be moving on
But I feel like I m already gone
Now if somebody d only save me from
This broken record that s playing in my heart

You know it s alright, I m praying for the sunshine
To get me through the hard times
to get me through the hard times
You know it s alright, I m praying for the sunshine
To get me through the hard times
to get me through the hard time

Well, I know I should be moving on
But I feel like I m already gone
Now if somebody d only save me from
This broken record that s playing in my heart
Well, I know I should be moving on
But I feel like I m already gone
Now if somebody d only save me from
This broken record that s playing in my heart