only living girl in la

Halsey

I m the only girl alive in L.A. County
I m the only one who sees (Ayy)
I wake up every day in some new kind of suffering
I ve never known a day of peace
I wonder if I ever left behind my body (Ooh)
Do you think they d laugh at how I die
Or take a photo of my family in the lobby?
The ceremony s small inside
Cause I don t know
if I could sell out my own funeral (Ah-ah)
At least, not at this point in time
And if I ever try to leave behind my body
Well, at least I know it was never min?, it was never mine
It was n?ver mine
It was never mine

Well, I m the only girl alive in New York City
I left my wallet on the train
Since I no longer even have a driver s license
I guess that means I have no name
(This is Halsey St)
And I could run away to somewhere on the West Coast
And finally be a real life girl
They ll take my organs
and they ll hang me from a bedpost
Sayin I was too soft for this world
And they d be right, because quite frankly, to be alive
It shouldn t kill me every day, the way it does
I don t know what I did to have this fate
I m drenched in it
And I can t even run from what I know
My special talent isn t writing, it s not singing
It s feeling everything that everyone alive feels every day
Feels every day, feels every day
Feels every day

I think I m special cause I cut myself wide open
As if it s honorable to bleed
But I m not lucky and I know I wasn t chosen
The world keeps spinnin without me
I told my mother I would die by twenty-seven
And in a way I sort of did
This thing I love has grown demanding and obsessive
And it wants more than I can give
than I can give, than I can give
Than I can give

Well, I m the only girl alive in L.A. County
I ve never known a day of peace
I wake up every day and wish that I was different
I look around and it s just me
It s just me, it s just me

Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah
Ooh, ayy
Wee-ooh, wee-ooh, yeah-yeah (Let s go)
Ah-ah-ah
I m the only one, the only one, it s me