lonely is the muse

Halsey

I spent years becoming cool
And in one single second
you can make a decade of my efforts disappear
I m just waiting at the bar
And you rip open all my scars
By saying something like, Didn t know you were here

I always knew I was a martyr and that Jesus was one too
But I was built from special pieces
That I learned how to unscrew
And I can always reassemble to fit perfectly for you
Or anybody that decides that I m of use

Lonely is the muse
Ah-ah
Lonely is the muse

So, wh?re do I go in the process
Wh?n I m just an apparatus?
I ve inspired platinum records
I ve earned platinum airline status
And I ve mined a couple diamonds from the stories in my head
But I m reduced to just a body
here in someone else s bed

I always knew I was a martyr and that Jesus was one too
But I was built from special pieces
that I learned how to unscrew
And I can always reassemble to fit perfectly for you
Or anybody that decides that I m of use

Lonely is the muse
Ah-ah
Lonely is the muse
Ah-ah

And I will always be a martyr
I will fill your life with songs
I ll be a wind chime in the window
catching life you throw around
And I will tear apart your bedroom
I ll call you in the night
I will exist in every second just to decorate your life

And when you re done you can discard me
like the others always do
And I will nurse my wounds
until another artist stains me new

And I will always reassemble to fit perfectly in you
For anybody that decides that I m of use

Lonely is the muse
Ah-ah
Lonely is the muse
Ah-ah
Lonely is the muse

Lonely and forgotten aside