i never loved you

Halsey

Oh, oh

They re cuttin her up on the operatin table
but it wasn t enough
The front desk pages, it s a call for the ages
They couldn t save her, they couldn t save her
The surgeon said:She had a hole in her heart
But it wasn t her fault, it was there from the start
Tryin to love you through an open wound
Cause everythin I put inside there just fell right through
And I hold the parts together with some pressure and glue
And you re runnin in slow-mo to the hospital room
If you only knew
How bad it hurt me too

So now you can take the money
you can get on a plane
To a beautiful island, build her house in my name
You can donate all the money
to somebody in pain
And you can rest your head down and not feel any shame
I never loved you
I never loved you
I never loved you in vain

They re sewin me shut
Openin the doors and then removin their gloves
Taking the long way to the end of the hallway
They couldn t save her, they couldn t save her
Told the nurses that we argued a lot
And you re ramblin on about the last time we fought
You drove off screamin on the night you were caught
You left me standin in the parkin lot
I took off chasin you down Route 22
Cause you never listened, and I m terrible too
You kept on drivin far away from the issues
If you stopped, I would ve kissed you

So now you can take the money,
you can get on a plane
To a beautiful island, build her house in my name
You can donate all the money
to somebody in pain
And you can rest your head down and not feel any shame
I never loved you
I never loved you
I never loved you in vain

Flash of light, heat of fire
Head on concrete and the screechin of tires
Sound of sirens, rush of pain
I almost thought I heard you call my name

So now you can take the money,
you can get on a plane
To a beautiful island, build her house in my name
You can donate all the money
to somebody in pain
And you can rest your head down and not feel any shame
I never loved you
I never loved you
I never loved you in vain