shitty actress

Grace Vanderwaal

Lately I ve been isolating myself too much
I swear these walls have seen
All my lowest points, I can hear em
Mocking my words, they scream em back at me

Okay I get it, I know that I ve kinda fallen off
Haven t left this room in three days, going strong
One for all my heartbreak, the second got no clue
And third for all my mistakes I wish I could undo
I said I get it, I need to clean myself up
I pretended best, I could but you still saw
Through all my theatrics trying to seem okay
Guess I m a shitty actress, guess I m a shitty actress

Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh

You said you were kinda sick, of me keeping to myself
I said I know, trust m?, no one hates me mor? than I do
I think I need some help, been a lot of hell
Talking to myself trying to escape this damn bedroom

I m trying my best to keep you from knowing
All of this fucked up shit that I am going through
But it takes so much energy
to put on a good show, a good show

Okay I get it, I know that I ve kinda fallen off
Haven t left this room in three days, going strong
One for all my heartbreak, the second got no clue
And third for all my mistakes I wish I could undo
I said I get it, I need to clean myself up
I pretended best, I could but you still saw
Through all my theatrics trying to seem okay
Guess I m a shitty actress, guess I m a shitty actress