i m just a kid

Grace Vanderwaal

Strangers in my life
Dancing through the lights
To me they can fight, I tried to hide, I tried
Don t know my lefts from rights
From drinking through the night
Those strangers will never see me cry
I don t know why, I, why can t I cry?

Going through this
I am just a kid
Kids shouldn t feel like this
Have I wasted it?
Am I even a kid?
Always feel like I m pretending
But I don t know how to stop
Guess I m waiting for the curtains to drop
I m guessing my lines
Waiting to fuck up

I guess it s kind of funny how I feel so unheard
When my only diary is for the world
I m screaming
It baffles my mind that you choose not to hear me

You fall into shit, and don t know what it is
And never took a class on adulthood or business
And family went to shit
I am just a kid
And I m just a kid na na na na na na

Going through this
I am just a kid
Kids shouldn t feel like this
Have I wast?d it?
Am I even a kid?
Always feel like I m pr?tending
But I don t know how to stop
Guess I m waiting for the curtains to drop
I m guessing my lines
Waiting to fuck up

I ve spent my time staring at a wall
Don t know what I was expecting
The movies told me by this time
I d learn a great big lesson
About myself and how to make my steps but I am guessing
Can I get back all this time or am I overthinking?

Time staring at a wall
Don t know what I was expecting
The movies told me by this time
I d learn a great big lesson
About myself and how to make my steps but I am guessing
Can I get back all this time or am I over thinking?
I think I m overthinking

Going through this
I am just a kid
Kids shouldn t feel like this
Have I wasted it?
Am I even a kid?
Always feel like I m pretending
But I don t know how to stop
Guess I m waiting for the curtains to drop
I m guessing my lines
Waiting to fuck up

Just a kid
I m just a kid
I m just a kid
I m just a kid