call your phone

Grace Vanderwaal

I don t know why
I can t pick up my phone
I know I wanna talk to you
Don t think I m being shy or rude
I just think that I can t really tolerate
what s in your eyes
Does that sound Cliche?
Does that sound dumb?
I m always getting told what I say is cliche
But what s the harm in that?
We re so taught to be embarrassed
of who we are in this, in this

I m proud to say I ve grown
I know I don t talk on the phone to you anymore
Honey I am sure you have noticed
It kills me that I know you noticed
And I can t say a thing

But, I m proud to say I ve grown
Honestly, the reason I don t talk
on the phone to you, anymore
Is cause I m so different from befor?
Will you recognise the voic? coming out
of you speaker phones?
Oh oh
Well I don t know, oh oh
And that s the thing, I don t know
Whether its for better or for worse
At one moment, I was yours
Now isn t that weird?
Isn t that so weird?
I ve always thought relationships are kind of weird
Because there s like friendships, right?
It s completely normal
You talk day and night
If you drift apart well that s alright
You remember what they did for your life

But relationships
We ve been trained if they leave your
life they re gone for good
That s an old chapter that you can close
and no more rereading
Cause ?that s unhealthy to do. ?

But I don t want that to be you
I know that sounds cliche but I don t want that to be you
I ll treat it like a friendship
I have my own brain and I have my own mind
I can make my own decisions
I ve made it now, that s what I m going with

So I ll continue to reminisce about you

Because honestly
Honestly, you were a pretty cool dude
Baby that s true
And no it s not unhealthy for me
to think these things about you
Or reminisce about memories or watch videos on YouTube
That s just what we ve been told to know
But it doesn t mean anything, ya know?
You can make your own decisions
That s mine about you

Thank you for everything you do
Thank you for everything you did for me
Cause I m such a better person, now I ve learned so much
It s insane how much I ve learned
I really feel like I ve grown from when we used to talk
Oh

And I don t know
I know I should call your phone
But I guess that ll make me feel alone
In a weird way
Even though technically I m less alone
if I m calling you on the phone