numb

Goody Grace

If I look like I m smiling, that s not what it was
I took something too strong and I think I m in love
Make a toast to my plug, I was feeling too much
Oh god, it feels good to be numb

I can t shake the darkness, tried since I was young
I m far too nostalgic, I blame where I m from
I ll be gone by the morning cause I m born to run
Oh god, it feels good to be numb

I m so alone
And no one knows
On my own, oh no
God, it feels good to be numb

Called my grandma and mother, they said I look dead
And I won t disagree, it s a mess in my head
I can t live in the moment, I m scared of the end
Oh, what would I do without them

I was the life of the party, now I hardly speak
Fill my cup with regrets and haunted memori?s
I pour up this poison so sweet on my tongue
Oh god, it feels good to be numb

I m so alone
And no on? knows
On my own, oh no
God, it feels good to be numb

Crossed out my tattoo, I don t wanna die young
But I m still so afraid, I don t wanna grow up
Make a toast to my plug, I was feeling too much
Oh god, it feels good to be numb