an ocean of its own

From Ashes To New

Now the tide is rising
And I m staring at the wake
I get this feeling inside and
I think that it might be too late
There s nothing left to confide in
The only thing concrete is this weight
So I m stuck here deciding
How much more before I break

I can t get out
No one s around
To see me struggle for life
I ll stand alone and drown
Will I be found
Or just forgot about
Yea yea, you always pull me down
And now

My heart is sinking like a stone
In an ocean of it s own
You said I d never be alone
I guess I should ve known

I guess I should ve known
I d be here alone
On the bottom alive stuck in the undertow
I hold my throat
As the water chokes
The silhouette of the sky I stare at from below

Feeling there s a lot that I just gotta say
Thought I had a shot but you re caught in your ways
It always was your plot, planned to cross me like a knot
Rip my heart from it s spot and toss it away
Feeling like a rock when I dropped in the waves
Keeping all my thoughts in a box hid away
Floating on the top while a drop to the bottom
With the chains me around locked to the block made of fate

My heart is sinking like a stone
In an ocean of it s own
You said I d never be alone
I guess I should ve known

Sinking like a stone
In an ocean of it s own

I thought you understood
I thought you were here for good
I never thought you d leave me
here in a pool of my own blood
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I thought that you d understand
You left me standing here reaching out my hand
I thought that you d understand
I thought you d understand (I thought you d understand)

I m still standing here reaching out my hand
I thought you d understand (I thought you d understand)

My heart is sinking like a stone
In an ocean of it s own
You said I d never be alone
I guess I should ve known

Sinking like a stone
In an ocean of it s own