i let go

Eighteen Visions

Could you,
Mmaybe,
Stop this from happening?
I know it hurts but you dont have to walk away.
I dont know why i want to stop myself from feeling low.
I dont know why lies know my name and lies i show.
I dont know why i want to stop myself from feeling low.
I dont know why.
I dont know why i even try.
I cant be that way when my life looks this grey so i let go.
I let go.

I dont know why i want to stop myself from feeling low.
I dont know why lies know my name and lies i show.
I dont know why i want to stop myself from feeling low.
I dont know why.
I dont know why i even try.
I cant be that way when my life looks this grey so i let go.
I let go.

I got to leave it alone this time or i'll wallow in my mind.
I've got to leave it alone.

I cant be that way when my life looks this grey so i let go.
I let go.
I dont understand why clouds sit on my head.
It looks like rain.
I feel shame.