jealousy

Darren Criss

I hate where Iââ?¬â?¢m at
Acting crazy like that
I know that Iââ?¬â?¢ve been wrong
Itââ?¬â?¢s something Iââ?¬â?¢ve been working on

And I donââ?¬â?¢t know what to do
Itââ?¬â?¢s changing me it's killing you
Iââ?¬â?¢d tear out my insides if I could
But I donââ?¬â?¢t know if itââ?¬â?¢d do me good

Iââ?¬â?¢m sorry friends Iââ?¬â?¢m sorry lovers
To put us all in this mess
I know we still got each other
But Iââ?¬â?¢m in distress

Cause every time that I feel like Iââ?¬â?¢ve figured it out
I canââ?¬â?¢t seem to figure it in
Itââ?¬â?¢s got nothing to do with me
Itââ?¬â?¢s not even you, you see
Itââ?¬â?¢s part of my chemistry
Itââ?¬â?¢s this jealousy

In absolutely no position
To be so needlessly unkind
When Iââ?¬â?¢m the one writing this fiction
Make it real in my mind

It drives me crazy in the morning
Who is this monster in the mirror
I try to get the steam to fog it out
But I just canââ?¬â?¢t get it clear

Oh and I canââ?¬â?¢t stand what Iââ?¬â?¢m feeling
Itââ?¬â?¢s just like poison in my veins
I know that Iââ?¬â?¢m speaking
But I donââ?¬â?¢t know what Iââ?¬â?¢m saying

Cause every time that I feel like the world just got lighter
It seems like my muscles give out
Itââ?¬â?¢s got nothing to do with me
Itââ?¬â?¢s not even you, you see
Itââ?¬â?¢s part of my chemistry
Itââ?¬â?¢s this jealousy

And Iââ?¬â?¢m hearing your voice
That you know itââ?¬â?¢s your choice
Maybe so
And I know itââ?¬â?¢s no use
But itââ?¬â?¢s the only excuse
That I know, no no

Let me go
Let me go
Oh let me go
Oh let me go

Now letââ?¬â?¢s be real I feel just like a child
Someone could be taking all my toys
So call me dumb, call me wild
See thatââ?¬â?¢s the thing with little boys

Oh now I canââ?¬â?¢t get it out in the shower
Or drink it off at the bar
This sugar's gone sour
And it's gone way too far

Cause every time that I feel like Iââ?¬â?¢m riding so high,
Feel on top of the world
The chick just keeps telling me no
It's got nothing to do with me
Itââ?¬â?¢s not even you, you see
Itââ?¬â?¢s part of my chemistry
This demon is killing me
And oh Christ itââ?¬â?¢s filling me
Itââ?¬â?¢s this jealousy
Oh, and I just canââ?¬â?¢t believe
In this jealousy,
This jealousy for you
Oh this jealousy,
This jealousy for you