disconnected

Chase Atlantic

This might be depression
My body is cold, I sold out my soul, I got too invested
Yeah, drugs are involved, the story gets old
I don t learn my lesson, nah
When I speak through the music, I spill my confessions, uh
Fuck a church or a reverend
Existential disconnect
Cameras flashing, feel like slashing off my fuckin neck
Plug went ghost, I m out of potion, I ve got nothin left
I feel sorry for the wall I smash
my head against (Head against)
I smash my head again, feel sorry

Feel disconnected, uh
Can t feel my body, nor do I respect it, yeah
I m back on Molly, lost all good intentions, yeah
Violence is calling, guess who s feeling reckless?
Hit back, hit back, hit back

I m fallin , I feel disconnected (Disconnected) , uh
No angels callin , barely form a sentence (Sentence)
My brain is rottin , no more interventions, yeah
I m done with talking, I don t wanna jump
If I jump, then I ll leap right off
Why you talkin to me, baby? Talk no more
I can t hold you, baby, my whole body s numb
I don t wanna feel, I feel disconnected
(Disconnected, disconnected, disconnected)

Yeah, oh, oh-oh, ah
Take some time (Yeah)
I hear them talking, I ll be fine (Fine)
One call and I ll be on my way (On my way)
I lied, but that was yesterday (Yeah-yeah)
Shit s not the same (Yeah-yeah)
These broken veins, won t heal in time for you to save
Oh, what a shame, I m fucking up the family name
Hop off a plane, a different country every day
You said, The grass is always greener , but the sky is gray

Feel disconnected, uh
Can t feel my body, nor do I respect it, yeah
I m back on Molly, lost all good intentions, yeah
Violence is calling, guess who s feeling reckless?
Everyone around me can feel it, baby

I feel disconnected (Disconnected) , uh
No angels callin , barely form a sentence (Sentence) , uh
My brain is rottin , no more interventions, yeah
I m done with talking, I don t wanna jump
If I jump, then I ll leap right off
Why you talkin to me, baby? Talk no more
I can t hold you, baby, my whole body s numb
I don t wanna feel it, I feel disconnected
(Disconnected, disconnected, disconnected)

Yeah, yeah, I said
I feel disconnected, yeah, yeah
My whole body s tempted
I might just threaten
Your whole damn family

Bitch, bitch, yeah, I feel disconnected
No angels callin , barely form a sentence
My brain is rottin , no more interventions
I m done with talking, yeah, yeah, yeah

I don t really feel good, yeah
Head is fucking disconnected
From their bodies
I m the one down the alley